I'm so weird.
Right now, I'm crying because I am worried about my grades. I'm away from school for a month and the place I am staying at doesn't have very good internet and I can't contact my teachers for work and stuffs. In this one month, my grade can go from A+ to F. This month's grade goes on my transcript and if I get a bad grade, I will be so ashamed of myself. Ashamed because college administrations will see that F. I won't be able to get into my dream college and will always stay as a failure.
Funny story about me: I tell everyone to always focus on the positives and never doubt themselves, but I can't seem to take my own advice. I'm so disappointed in myself.
Crying helps, though. It makes the world blurry and I can finally not focus on that one thing. I really wanna cry my stress out, but everyone keeps on checking up on me every 5 minutes. I don't wanna let people know that I'm crying because they will start to worry. I don't want people to worry about me since they have other things to worry about.
This is the only other way to get my anger/stress out.
You may continue with your life now.
