The joker :: Hayes

1.4.17

don't fight me on this^ this is the cutest thing any Hayes fan girl could ever see. I've never cried harder over something so cute, you wish I was joking... here's the update

1.4.17.

"Joker, calm down" Tez said as Hayes paced around the half empty hospital tugging on his hair, he shook his head and let tears fall.

"No I can't! This is my fault! I'm so fucking stupid" he yelled, currently they stood by the back door of the hospital of the waiting room as his heart thumped waiting for Nash to show up and tell him off.

"Tez, I'm sorry." He mumbled, Tez tilted his head confused not knowing what Hayes in trying to say, there's been millions of times where Hayes has said sorry before doing something or after doing something.

"Tez, leave me alone. NOW!" He yelled, Tez did as told and started to walk away from him and let him be, all though Tez wasn't willing to leave him alone not knowing what he's about to do. They look out for each other, they're brothers. They're family.

Hayes felt his anger build up inside of him as he bit his lip out of anger, his chest felt like it was tightening up, he knew she was gonna die. This was it, his other half was leaving him.

This is all your fault. You are a monster.

He closed his eyes and pulled his hair trying to ignore the voices telling him off in his numb brain.

Nash dodged cops, ran a few red lights and flew by traffic with his grip tight over the wheel, he screamed and groaned out of saddles and frustration, he was falling apart. And he knew something was bound to happen but he told himself not to worry about it. Obviously, that was a mistake.

And just as time was leaving them Minx heard everything everyone was saying, her eyes closed and her body shutting down by the second. Doctors talked to each other and held her arms the stinging sensation she got every five seconds when they stuck needles in her veins.

"Morphine" a doctor said, she was so out of it that she didn't even care, it was almost visible for them to see the pain and fear coming over her body. She couldn't tell if she was dead yet or if she was dying.

You're a monster. You killed her.

Hayes couldn't hand,e the amount of pain he was experiencing. "I'm sorry! IM SO SORRY" he screamed crying out in the hallways. He sooner realized he was the cause of everything and it was only getting worse. He punched the walls, kicked the walls, he did everything in his power to let his fear, anger, and sadness out.

"I HATE MYSELF!!" He repeatedly screamed out, he through himself on the floor crying in his knees and hands, he flipped chairs, and tables in the cafeteria, he caused nurses and guards to take him away.

The wheels of the car squealed on the road as Nash parked the car aggressively. Before exiting the car he took some deep breaths and grabbed his phone and began to scroll through his phone trying to find Cameron's contact.

He called it and by the third ring he answered his voice tired.

"Hey Nash"

"Cameron? Um meet me at the hospital please" he said as his voice was shaky and cracking when tears fell. Cameron was unaware of the situation and scratched the back of his head frowning

"Why? What's wrong? Are you ok?"

"I'm fine, but Kyle he called me and said that Minx might of took too many drugs and she's uh she was-"

"Ok shh, who said this?" He asked wanting to know if he heard the name right.

Nash sniffled and wrapped away a tear with the sleeve of his jacket and began to answer Cameron's question.

"Uh Kyle. Kyle Massey he's one of Hayes friends." Though Kyle and Nash don't talk much he knows what he looks like and is aware he's part of Hayes small gang, Cameron does too, he's familiar with his name. One of Hayes best friends since day one almost.

"Ok, calm down I'm on my way with everyone else ok?"

Nash nodded, "ok" he sniffled into the phone and hanged up, he sat there for a few seconds pulling himself together however, the longer he sat there the more he lost himself and the more the tears were coming.

He got out of the car and walked across the parking lot as he rubbed his eyes, the automatic doors opened as he walked through them and looked around for Kyle.

"Nash?" He said across the room, ivy glanced over and she automatically stood up and walked over to him full of comfort and willing to fix him and take care of him, she wrapped her arms around him brining him in for a hug. Though, Nash didn't know the girl he hugged back having nothing else to do, it was just a time for him to cry on someone's shoulder.

"It's gonna be ok, I promise. I'm sorry, I'm Ivy." She smiled, he looked down and nodded fitting his lip.

He held his hand out for her to shake, "I'm Nash, Hayes older brother, I, totally a hot mess and look awful but it's really hard for me" she frowned feeling poor for the guy. She nodded and patted his shoulder, she turned around taking his hand in hers leading him to the waiting room where the rest waited.

"Um, you guys" she mumbled, they glanced over to Nash and stared not seeing him forever and feeling bad to realize this is how they had to reunite this way. Nash ran his hand through his hair.

"Where's Hayes?" He asked, out of everything besides Minx he was the most worried of that, Minx was in a room doctors running test on her and sticking needles in her veins almost ever 15 minutes, and never once did they offer her to see her family and friends.

She finally felt something, her eyes were opened and she found herself in a room her clothes beside her bed and her phone on a table next to the bed by a window, she bit her lip trying her best to remember everything.

You're worth more then this....