The joker :: Hayes

1.4.17

Decided to end the book shorter... so yeah, but expect more books to come...

1.4.17

Few weeks later:

You would think, Minx was comfortable around Hayes, but once she realized what he did to her, it was never the same she couldn't even look at him in the eyes. Hayes, knowing that he's messed up everything made him lose even more control and do his own things and started to fall back in his old paths he's started.

Of course, they've talked about their relationship and continue dating but Minx didn't want to become too clothes again like she was with him the first time she met him, Hayes takes risk for themselves.

Him and his friends had a long talk about taking a break from each other but soon will see each other again, they understand completely they themselves need time from each other too, Ivy and Skate ended up breaking up and are staying best friends, nothing more, nothing less. And this all happened in a few weeks.

Crazy how people can change that fast and that easily, Hayes. He wasn't able to change, Minx was practically watching him suffer and drown himself with his thoughts and actions.

And of course Hayes and Minx talk, like right now Minx sat on the end of her bed and played with her fingers as Hayes paced around the bedroom scratching the back of his head. Their relationship wasn't the same, it was slowly becoming unhealthy.

The strong relationship they once had was fading away, it was like everyone was stuck under dark clouds that cried over them, Minx and Hayes did end up living together in different houses from Nash and Cameron but continued to feel that path of losing love and care for each other.

Now you must know, that doesn't mean Minx and Hayes don't go back to visit, Minx does it more often then Hayes does feeling ashamed of himself as Nash is still recovering from the nightmare.

Dorian ended up becoming best friends with Minx like they once where before, she missed the friendship they had with each other.

Though everything just didn't feel right and was off, Minx needed to run away, she had to find a light to lead her through the deep dark whole of rage and confusion she had been stuck in.

Leave. Runaway do something!!

She griped the sheets on the sides of her bed and glanced up at Hayes, "I love you, Hayes. I really do but you've done things in the past and-"

"Yes I know, I know, I'm sorry about it, I really am it's nothing it's fine now, I've changed, I'm different now" he stepped closer to her attempting to cup the sides of her face but Minx flinched.... fear ran over her and hit her.

That. That was she was hiding she was terrified of him, she couldn't tell him that, it'll crush him. But it was the truth she's scared to even love him, she's scared to hold him when he's scared and crying.

She's scared of the person he's become again. "Hayes, you kill people. You kill everyone and you get away with it, Nash told me" she admitted, Hayes fell apart and felt hit tears start to fill and burn in his eyes.

It's true, you've killed people to feel alive, you're a monster. You're insane.

He ran his finger through his hair pulling on it, "what? Why? I stopped!" He started to get defensive over himself and felt somewhat of anger and sadness fill in his veins.