Crazy 4 u

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Omg i can't believe i wrote this.. warning!! too much lemon 😱😱 well anyways i did warn y'all about violence and mature contents, didn't I? so don't be a closed minded brat okay? Happy new year and happy birthday Ara! ❤️

2nd Entry
The sinner

I woke up when I felt a hand around my waist.. it was Thomas'.. nakatabi sya sa akin sa kama, his sleeping figure facing me.. but that's not what surprised me thus it was the fact that he's topless and just wearing a pair of boxers.. my eyes went wide..

Then I felt awkward now that his right hand is travelling inside my shirt.. let me correct that.. his shirt that he lend me.. bigla ako naalarma and hinawakan yung kamay nya..

"Thomas ano ba?!" but he still continued.. akmang pipigilan ko nanaman sana sya when his eyes opened and smiled like a maniac..

"Make love with me" he said, I felt my throat run dry and couldn't say a single word. He then kissed me.. torridly if I may add.. while I was just still.. eyes wide open until I can feel his tounge inside my mouth. That sucked me back to reality and I tried pushing him.. yet he was too strong.. So what can a girl like me.. scared, weak and injured.. could possibly do? Nothing.. and so his two hands are now at either side of my face.. so that I can't pull away nor atleast makaiwas man lang.. when we were out of breath he then went down to my neck and forcely torn his shirt that I am wearing.. he was kissing.. licking.. sucking parts of my body.. slowly going down..

A tear escaped my eyes as I begged him "Thomas.. huwag.." but he is deaf.. he never listened to my cries as he continued kissing the base of my neck all the way down to my breast where.. he unclasped my brassiere.

He paused what he was doing and this time went on top of my now half naked body.. I hugged my chest as he stared at me for a moment.. while I was there still crying and begging him to stop... but I know he wouldn't.. so I just gave in.. I didn't fought anymore.. wala na rin naman akong magagawa... wala na..

"I will now leave my mark.. you are my territory now Ara.. you are mine now" as he didn't mind finishing to pull down my short and underwear anymore as he went inside me..

I felt like I am being torn apart as he went in and out.. lalo na when he went faster and faster.. I don't know what to feel first.. headache and dizziness at the same time, my heart is pounding like it wants to escape from my chest, knees are trembling, my ankle is hurting so badly and I can feel my wound is now bleeding.. my whole body is aching.. Thomas.. please stop.. I have no strenght to atleast even voice that out.. Please maaawa ka na. I begged in my mind..

I felt a little relief when he stopped and finally pulled it out.. I thought he was done.. but I was wrong..

He then removed the remaining cloth on my body.. my undies that was pulled down on my legs are now gone.. I just stared at the ceiling blankly as I've waited on what he would do next... I closed my eyes and silently prayed when I felt his hands around my waist.. hugged me and pulled me to sit down.. we are now face to face.. I suddenly felt numb.. my cries are gone.. my fears put aside.. he smiled at me while I remained emotionless..

I looked at him while he was stroking my hair.. my face.. while saying..

"I can't believe this.. you are really with me right now.. not just that.. you are mine now.." he then showered my face with kisses "you're so beautiful Ara.." paulit ulit nyang sabi. He's like a kid who received the toy he ever wanted for christmas..