this is me

You don't understand

I told you about my feelings

I told you about my past

I told what It would do to me and still you did it

You wanna know why, because you don't understand

You don't wanna hear
You don't wanna listen

I told you the truth and you couldn't Handel the feelings

I asked you one thing
Please, listen and be there for me

I feel this anger in me
Because you gave me points

NO
You hurt me
You broke my heart

I don't wanna hear your problems
I just ask you to listen

I listened to you
And heard you out when you needed me

When I ask you one thing
What do I get, points

Why?

Why do I have to care

Or to forgive you

What makes you so special

Why should I trust your ass?

The one big question is why did you broke my precious heart

My heart is so raw and real

I got pain
I got anger

My heart is broken because of the one I love

And I just wonder why

He told me your are my angel

If I'm so precious to you why the hell did you hurt me

I know why you did it

Because you are a demon

Evil and mean

I beat the demon out of you

Because of me you are still alive

Because of me you felt love again

Because of me you smile again

And what do you do, you give me points

You just need to forgive because I am that kind of a person (he said)

Now listen to me, that is who You are
Not me

Don't come with your bullshit

Just say darling you're right
Darling I am sorry
Darling I will do everything to let you trust me again

But no!

I asked you one thing
Break the contact with that bitch
She has to be dead to you

You wanna know what he said
No!

Just like that no

Then my heart just stopped beating

My eyes turned red and I saw the flame in my eyes

I wanted to break everything thing in the house but I thought no don't

Why would I break everything because if I do that
I'm just like him

He is a person who will be hurt by one thing and because of that he breaks al the things

But once a again I ask you one thing to do so I can heal and he said no

Just again I felt
The bullet in my heart

I have to figure it out myself
Again!

But it's alright

I'm a powerful woman and I will beat the devil out of you
Even if it's the last thing I will do

So now I hope you understand
Because you don't