this is me

What if ?

What if she wasn't my sister
What if we had never met
What if that kiss never happend

I know what would happen

If you had never met my sister

You would be with somebody else

You would be happier

You would be working now

And best of it all you would have never met me

If I had never met you

I would be concentrating on school now

Hanging out with friends

Flirting with all the guys

Just my happy single life

I wouldn't feel so bad right now
I would be happy

I just wanna say you are making my life a living hell, but that's not me

I'm not the kind of person who blames others

It was my choice to Kiss
It was my choice to love you
It was my choice to give you a change and to help you

So I did

But why didn't I slap you when you kissed my lips

Why didn't I said 'go to hell' when you hurt me

Why didn't I killed you and your one night stand

Sometimes I ask my self bitch what is wrong with you

I only can say I love him

Love makes me weak, but love also makes me strong

Yeah I said I wanna settle someday
not now because I thought I wasn't ready

But when it's about love you are never ready

I know about myself that I would do everything for my love

I find him, so that means I'm lucky

And I finally figured out why his words hurt me more then others

Why I can't live without him

And when he touch me on a lovely or sexual way
Why do I feel this electricity and start  loving him more

I know

Because I'm in love

Love is hard sometimes and a lot of people give up so easily because they can't handle the pain

I understand those people because I still feel that pain

It's because I'm a good person and my heart is heaven I keep fighting

Wow!

Now I can really admit it

I REALLY DO LOVE HIM

But there are also good parts about love

If I had never met you

I would still be this unsocial person
A shy girl

Because of you I started with art again

You made me realize I still got it

You make me so special and beautiful

Just so happy

You learned me so much

You showed me the rest of the world

You made me who I am wright now

And I thank you for that

It's you who showed me who I am

I find the real Romy because you showed me that

I just wanna say thanx

Yeah if we had never met our life would be easier but that's so boring

I'm happy with you and I never thought somebody like you would love somebody like me

Two different worlds coming together

You are a friend, my lover and my family

You make me happy so that's why I don't let you go

I think I finally forgave you