this is me

Forgiveness

I did it
I forgave him

No one expected this
Not even I did

I was the one who said I will hate you if you will do this to me

But no I forgave him

You wanna know why I forgave the man who broke my beautiful heart

I forgave him because I couldn't live without him

I forgave him because I still saw hope in him

I forgave him for me

I forgave him just because that's who I really am

Yeah, I forgive people
Even when they hurt me so much

I can't tell you why
But it's just who I am

My heart is gold
My heart is love
My heart is forgiveness

You should have seen his face when I said I give you a chance

He didn't understand
He had so much self-hate because he couldn't understand why he did it

I just couldn't let him go
Because I saw the quilt in those eyes

I saw what is going to happen if I leave him

If I had left him
He would break
He would hurt others
He would die

I told him many many times that he can't live without me but he didn't wanna feel that feeling

The feeling knowing that you can't live without someone is great but also very scary

Because if that time comes that you will lose someone well that will hurt

I didn't lef.t not just because of him or myself but also for others

If I let this man go
He will break the world

It's my responsibility to not let that happen

Like I told him
I can't hurt the people I love

Simply because that is who I am