this is me

I am a teenager
a girl who is almost a woman now

From the day I was born
I was trying to figure out who I am or what I wanna be

Am I bad or am I good?

But then I wondered
What is bad and what is good?

You see, there is no wrong or right
You choose how you wanna be or how you wanna act to people

And that's the whole problem with this community /world

1 person makes the choices and rest follows
But that is not me

I am not a follower
I am a creature

I know who I am and how I wanna be

I am a person who wants to help people
I wanna help people who are sad and I can make them happy

I don't care if it's my friend, my neighbor, my sister, my family, my lover or my enemy

Even when you hurt me so much I still will and can help you

Cause my heart is filled with love

That is who Am

I love people and I see the good in every one

I am not here to change you
I am here to help you

I am not good nor bad
Cause when I help others it's good for them and bad for others

So I am not the one who is bad nor good
Cause the people around me make that decision
And that is not there choice
No

It is the community who made that choice and that is 1 thing or 1 person

We could also live in each other's culture or see the beauty of each country
but we don't do it cause we followed 1 thing and don't see the rest

But I did it
I stepped out of my comfort zone

I am not scared!

Sometimes it is hard cause a lot of people don't like me because of this

But let me tell you this

I would rather die

Then follow 1 community/leader

I wanna help the world not a town or a place

No everyone who needs it

If I have to choose between helping the one I am not supposed to help and lose everyone or following people to save my ass and let the people down who needs me

Then I would rather lose everyone and help that one person

You wanna know why

Cause....

This is me.