Coffee Friends ft. Ashton Irwin

8.

Ashton fond.
Ilia fond.

I smile back as kind as I can possibly smile. "So about the pizza," I giggle "do you want to share one or would you like one for yourself? Their actually pretty big and it's a waste if we don't eat it all don't you think?" I ask while staring at his kissable lips.

"Yeah, it's okay if we share one. I also usually don't eat that much, so." I say, putting some of my hair behind my ear because it's covering my face. "Should we do some game? Like twenty questions or something like that? Truth or dare? So we can get to know eachother a little bit better?"

I nod my head and mumble a soft "yea" as I order a pizza on my phone. "Twenty questions? Sounds good to me!" I say when I'm done ordering. I lay my phone on the salon table and pull my legs up on the couch. I turn to Ashton and hold hold my legs with my arms. I rest my head on my knees and smile at Ashton. "You starts!"

"Uhm... were you born in Australia?" I ask her. I know it's a really boring question but I don't want to ask her inappropriate things. I stare at her lips, god, they look so so so soft. I can't believe it.

I nod. "Yup" I smile. "Okay my turns" I smile even wider. I need to make this a little bit more interesting. "Do you use chapstick? Your lips look really soft" I feel I'm starting to blush but yea I don't want this to be boring.

"I don't, actually. But thank you, so do yours!" I smile at her, wanting to cover up my smile so bad but it'd ruin this moment, and I need to stop letting my insecurities take over my life. "How old were you when you had your first boyfriend or girlfriend?"

Interesting question ash, interesting question! "Uhm my first relation ship wasn't that serious but it was when I was 9 or something? He was a jerk after all. But yea uhm .. when I was 14 I actually had a relationship with a girl for like two months but it turned out that she wasn't be or gay at all and yea I was bi at that moment. My first really nice relationship started 3 years ago and.." I starts stuttering and I'm trying to not start crying. "A-and it ended uhm.. 2 months ago" I say soft as I bite my lip to not cry.

"Oh.." I reply as I wrap my arms around her. I really don't like seeing people cry, it makes me want to protect them from all the bad things. "Why did your relationship end.. if you don't mind me asking?"

When I feel his warm, strong arms wrapping around me I feel butterflies. Still trying to hold in my tears I try to answer in a normal way "he .. he cheated on me with my ex-best friend" I say while saying the word ex a bit louder.

"Wow- I'm so sorry." I reply, looking at her still beautiful face as I wipe away a tear. "Shh.. Don't cry. They're not worth your tears." I whisper as I hold her tighter. I don't know why I really just don't care right now, I just want to make sure she's alright.

"It's okay" I sob while I probably look awful. "I just don't really know how to deal with stuff like that.. I- I'm just really breakable and .. I don't know weak I guess" I say with a shaking soft voice while staring at his hand which is resting on my leg.

"It's okay, you're not weak. People shouldn't treat you like that, or, treat anyone like that. No one deserves that." I sigh as I look into her eyes. "It's their loss okay. Not yours." I smile slightly.

He's really sweet to me which might be a little weird since I know him for a few hours but it feels so normal and good. "Th-thanks ash" I smile while their still tears rolling down my face. RING. Pizza! I can't open the door like this I look like shit.