Coffee Friends ft. Ashton Irwin

4.

Ashton fond.
Ilia fond.
I start laughing when this random lady starts shouting. I feel bad for Ilia, this job must be awful. "Hey, don't be mad at her. She was just talking to me, jesus." I giggle, as I start blushing. Did I- Did I just giggle in front of Ilia? God damnit. I hate my giggle so much, I sound like a girl while I'm trying to sound manly.

I smile at Ashton and thank him with a nod while putting the cap on the cup filled with steaming coffee. "And who are you to talk to me like that?" The woman says to Ashton with a really creepy voice. Before Ashton could reply I ask for her to pay. "That's 2,50 dollar please, would you like to donate to children in need?" She looks annoyed and me and gives me 2,50. "I don't believe in such things as donating" she says as she walks away.

"What a bitch," I say, regretting it after. "I'm sorry! It's just the truth.. She creeped me out." I sigh, looking down. I don't know why I feel so sad at the moment, but I do. I try to cover it up but I fail, like always. "So.. Are you going to sit next to me again?"

I giggle softly by the way he kinda begs me to sit next to him again. "Of course". I dry my hands with a paper towel and walk up to the table again. I smile at Ashton and sit down. I don't know why but for some reason I can read all his emotions of his face. Normally I struggle with doing that. "Something wrong?" I ask while resting my hand on his knee.

"Oh, no. I'm fine." I sigh. "Well, not really. I sometimes just have these moments, where I get sad out of nowhere and I really can't help it. I'm sorry for that." I giggle softly as she puts her hand on my knee. She's adorable. I start to blush again, which I hate. I just want to impress her by being manly, but I'm too soft for that. I wish I was more manly, like Calum, my friend. Calum is so manly and cool, I wish I was like him.

"Hey.. it's okay to be sad Ash" wait what? Called him ash. " is sorry is it okay if I call you ash? I mean I just know you and I don't know maybe it a weird and uh.. yea I just though it sounded I don't know cute? Funny maybe?" I start ranting. What the hell am I doing.

I start giggling like a freak as I blush. "It's cute! My friends also call me Ash so yeah, that's okay!" I blush even harder when I called it cute. Did I actually just tell her calling me Ash is cute? It is, but.. Sigh. "Can I call u Il?" I ask her, my cheeks burning even more and more.