A Series Of Journal Entries To Give You Crippling Depression

December 26

I end my friendship with Anna. I can't take this anymore. I love her but in a way she'll never love me. It hurts to love someone who doesn't really care for you in the first place. It wasn't her fault that I ended it, it was just the fact that I didn't want to put up with it anymore. I know she doesn't care for me the way I care for her, I know she didn't love me the way I love her and that was just brutal to me. It's like getting stabbed in the chest repeatedly, it was a terrible pain, a pain but I would never wish upon someone not even my worst enemy.
I told her "I think it's time that we end things because it just doesn't feel right for me to feel one way and for you to feel another. I hope you understand where I'm coming from." All she said was OK so that's it I wish you have a good life from now on." I wasn't sure what hurt more her response or leaving her. I tried to forget her for the rest of the day but I couldn't she was all that was on my mind 24 seven it honestly hurts to let someone go like that especially someone that meant so much to you and I don't know, it's just an awful pain for the rest of the day.