It had been about two weeks since Pete talked to me. After our, no his long conversation with me. I had no thoughts about the things he said that usually fell into the lines of 'I love you' and 'please, give me anther chance' but nothing that fell under me saying anything to him, so I just stared at him as he was losing his mind.
I walked down the street, the sun shined nicely on me and the smell of spring was everywhere. I actually appreciated the small things that life had to offer me. I stared up to the sky and noticed a van slowly approach me.
It wasn't anything to suttle but it was an alarming presence, I decided that I would walk a little faster to my house but this thing went faster too. Eventually it caught up to me. The door opened and scooped me up inside.
I didn't scream, I couldn't scream. I refused to use my voice and this is where it got me, I was in someone's rape van and now I was about to get rapped. How does a male get rapped?!
I was pinned down by my back, there was no hope of me escaping from there grasp. I felt a presents pull down both my pants and underwear, know I knew. I knew that this was how teenage boys were rapped.
The man jacked him self of until he was hard enough to stick inside me.
I didn't know when he was planning to fully complete his plane of rapping me so when he did decide, it would be a big surprise to me because he was just talking so long.
He came inside me slow, the pain was bad put probably not as bad as getting stabbed or giving birth. There was no noise from me but from him he grunted; he grunted as he thrusted his penis inside me. No moan because, well there was not one noise that ever came out of me!
Tears began to fall down my cheeks, I was terrified; I was being rapped and nobody was doing anything to help me. This was all my fault, this was all my fault because I didn't scream, because I had nobody close to me. You're worthless human trash, you did nothing to prevent this. You are the reason this is happening to you!
Thoughts pilled in my head. The man was done, he got up from his spot on the floor and said. "You're just perfect." He stepped on my glasses and broke them. "Oops!" He said as he sat back down on his seat and began to drive off. I was going with him, I was being kidnapped.
I didn't bother getting up or jumping out. I had quickly realized what was happening to me, I was being kidnapped and my virginity was given to man I didn't even know. More tears fell from my eyes, I began think of Pete, how one day I was going to admit to him that I really did love him and that I wanted him to take my virginity away from me but that was too late now I would never have that special moment with him.....because I was rapped.
This was just a short chapter, I hope you guys don't hate me right now. Next Chapter will have more I promise. Have a good day guys :3
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Fanfiction"It's hard to understand....it's hard for people to understand why I am the way I am. People assume, people guess, people tease me. They never understand, my mother abuses me because of her issues. I hurt myself to get threw the day, and I have to w...
