sometimes when i'm upset, I get angry.
i rage in my mind, against everyone all around,
i'm here, they see me, why do they say nothing?
i know they don't mean harm, but it stings sometimes,
when i feel like i'm falling apart right in front of people and they
look away.
so i get angry.
i want to delete any trace of myself from their memory,
block their numbers,
leave them alone and without an explanation.
i want to burn all of my bridges to ash.
and then i remember everything,
the times they have been there,
the laughs we've shared,
the conversations we've had,
everything.
i take myself away so i can calm myself.
every.
time.
i love you, I know you love me, just talk to me when I need it, goddamnit
YOU ARE READING
erro r
Poetryi'm just trying to keep myself alive, and maybe not abandon this place in the process
