“(Y/N!), (Y/N!!) Where are you? Baby come on please!!” Roc screamed for you as he ran around your house looking for you. He had just came home from the studio after going online to interact with some fans and seeing a whole bunch of hateful comments going towards you. He knew how you got when it came to negative comments but you usually ignore the fans, but he knew that wasn’t all that was going on after he looked at your twitter. He knew family problems were going on. He knew about your constant arguments with your mom, your dad not being around and the bullying going on at school and he knew that Tm’s added on negativity was enough to completely break you down. When he got to your house nobody was home but you, go figure. It was normal for you to be home alone and he hated how they left you, but he knew it was better for you to be alone then at home with them.
“Baby! Where are you?!” He continued shouting for you, hoping to find you before you did something to yourself. He stopped, and thought for a minute and knew exactly where you could be. He ran up the stairs to your bedroom to find your closet door cracked open. He knew it. All of the lights in your room were off and your blinds were completely shut. You were sitting with your back against the walls and u knees crouched to your chest. He slowly walked into your room and closer to your closet, and as he got closer he saw the tears glistening on your face from a crack in the shade and something metal in your arms. You looked up just as he opened the closet door to get a better look at you and from the look in his eyes you can tell he was terrified.
“Baby what are you doing?” He asked his voice extremely shaky. You dropped the blade from the sound of his voice and immediately started crying harder he instantly moved closer to you and embraced you tightly. You buried your face into his chest as you continued to cry. “(y/n) baby, what are you doing? Look at me. This isn’t an option; this isn’t something you turn to. You know I’m here for you to talk to, you know I’m here to make sure you’re safe and okay.”
You broke down more. “Chres I can’t do this, I can’t take this. I’m tired of it, im tired of it all, I’m tired of the pain, and the problems and the argument I want to go away! I want to be done!” You shouted as you tried to push Roc away. “I can’t do this!” When you finally got enough strength to push him away you begun to reach for the blade. Roc instantly saw what you were going for and quickly picked it up.
“(Y/n!)You can’t do this to me! Listen to me! If you hurt yourself how do you think I will feel? If you leave, if you’re gone what am I supposed to do!? How am I supposed to go on!? Baby this isn’t an option, listen to me I told you I will be here no matter what, always and forever! Nothing is going to get in the way of that! I’m here for you and they’re not gonna hurt you anymore! Tm is gonna stop, the bullies they’re gonna leave you and we have one more year, one more year and I’ll take you out of this house but (y/n) you have to be strong! If not for yourself do it for me! Stay strong for me, stay here for me because I love you, and I need you here, I need you to fight.” He said all of this in the midst of tears pouring down his face and wiping the ones which were pouring down yours.
“It’s gonna get better baby believe me, just be strong please” he said before kissing you. And pulling back from the kiss and wiping you tears and pulling you into another tight embrace.
