attraction // na jaemin

t h i r t y • f i v e

"Jaemin bumped into someone today." Jeno said while smiling. "So what? You always do that too." Donghyuck added. Jeno gave him a glare.

"You guys are not going to believe who it is though. It's the one and only Kang Soojung!" He exclaimed.

Who?

"No freaking way. You mean like the top 5 most beautiful girl in school? Dude i've always want to get to know her so bad but i guess her brother never appreciate my existence." Mark said.

"Yo guys it's not a big deal. It's not like i'm hitting on her anything. It's just a small mistake no big deal." Jaemin rolled his eyes. I took a small glance at him while a pit of fire starts to building up inside me.

Who is this girl called Kang Soojung? And what did he mean by top 5 most beautiful girl in school? I mean isn't it selfish to put only the most beautiful female students inside there?

People these days only attracted to people by their looks, but not their hearts.

Not saying that i want to get inside the top 5 but it's just not fair for girls who had disabilities. At least they are beautiful on the inside.

"Eun-ah, why are you so quiet today? You seems so, i don't know kinda down?" Renjun asked. I immediately shakes my head meaning that i'm okay but in reality, i'm not.

"I'm okay i guess. It's just stress that's all." I said while awkwardly chuckled which makes it more awkward. Then they gasp like they just saw some ghost flying around the house.

"We're not letting our sister to be sad. Let's have a movie night! Tomorrow is Saturday after all." Chenle said while smiling. "No no no it's ok-"

They start splitting up and i'm here standing still processing everything. There's Jaemin standing in front of me though.

But it's not the Jaemin i used to know.

His face are looking at me, not smiling at all like he used to. But instead he gave me a straight face, his put his hands inside his pocket. I think this is a good time to say sorry.

"Um Jaemin-" Then he walk past beside me like nothing just happened. Our shoulder bumped and i felt empty. That's not Jaemin, that's a stranger.

My heart ache as soon as he walked past me. I feel like crying. There's no way me and Jaemin to act like we used to.

"Eun-ah! Come here and help me with the popcorn!" I could hear Chenle shouted. I went back to reality, wipe my tear and immediately run to the kitchen.

I can see Chenle and Jisung are struggling to make a popcorn. I mean how hard could it be?

"No no no hyung that's too many caramel!" I glance at the bowl of popcorn covered in caramel. "What's the issue here?" I asked.

"Chenle hyung accidentally poured way too many caramel to the popcorn. Now it's a mess." Jisung pouted. "Hey everybody makes mistakes. I'm not the one who should be blame here, i told u to order caramel popcorn and not making it from the scratch." Chenle defense.

"Okay fine if that's what hyung want. I'm going to make popcorn by myself." Jisung cuss then went to make his own popcorn. "You shouldn't have said that you know?" I asked while raising my left eyebrow.

"Yeah maybe i shouldn't but hey look at the bright side, Jisung didn't ignore me." He smiled.

"I'm going to ignore you hyung!" Jisung said as soon as Chenle said that. Chenle rolled his eyes gave Jisung a straight face.

"Oh yeah Eun, i made a move on Mei." Chenle suddenly whispered. I widened my eyes shocked. "Really?"

He nodded happily. "She's really sweet and caring girl. I really like her. Turns out she likes me too! She said that i'm cute for our age." Then he suddenly blushed.

"Oh wow congratulations. I'm happy for you, but don't you dare forget about me after you date her." I playfully glare at him.
"What of course i won't. Afterall you are more important because you're my family. Like everybody said, family comes first." He smiled and put his hand up for a high five.

But when i'm about to clap his hand, he suddenly dab. I can feel my face reddening and i hit his shoulder instead of his hand because i'm embarrassed. He is sure something.

"Chenle-ah! Jisung-ah! Is the popcorn ready to be serve yet?" Jeno shouted from the living room. Before we get to say anything Jisung is walking towards the kitchen door while holding a box full of caramel popcorn.

"Yes hyung the popcorn is ready to be serve and i made it alone!" Jisung shout back. I chuckled at Chenle's reaction. "C'mon the movie is about to start." I left the kitchen and walk towards the living room.

When i got there, i see all of the boys are already sitting nicely on the nicely decorated sofa. It's so cliché and it hurts.

I walk towards Renjun so i can sit beside him, but no, Chenle immediately run pass me and sit beside him instead. My mouth is wide open in disbelief. He did not just do that.

The only place left to sit is beside him. How am i going to survive sitting beside him when we both are not in a good condition. "C'mon Eun, come sit." Mark said, gesturing me to sit beside Jaemin.

It's not that i hate sitting beside him, it's just i can't handle the awkward tension when i sit beside him. I silently huft and with no other reason, i sat beside him.

I made some space between me and him. Our bodies are not touching. This is so uncomfortable. Not to mention that it's already awkward.

"What is wrong with you? Sit comfortably." Donghyuck said while pulling me to the side where Jaemin sit. With no other seconds, our bodies touched and i can already feel my arms are getting goosebumps.

Donghyuck is going to pay for this. I can see Jaemin's face is getting uncomfortable. I felt sorry for him. After that the movie starts normally.

They seems enjoying the movie meanwhile me getting awkward for sitting really close to Jaemin. After 20 minutes of this uncomfortable sit i'm facing, Jaemin took out his phone.

I furrowed my eyebrows because he slightly smiled when he saw the text. He put his phone back and stood up. All our eyes are looking at him.

"Where are you going?" Renjun asked. "Oh nothing, i feel like going to my room right now. You guys can continue your movie without me. See you." He simply said then ran upstairs to his room.

My heart suddenly aches when i slightly saw the contact name.

Kang Soojung.

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A/n

I probably already lost a lot of readers. I probably only get 20-25 votes coz i was gone for god who knows how long- I'M SORRY ╥﹏╥

But hey hope you enjoy this update *you guys are probably still upset i'm sorry:(* Love you ♥

-tea