The Thirteenth And Fifth Letter

Unpleasant

"So unpleasant." Black kicked White's chair. "Unpleasant."

Another kick.

"Unpleasant."

Another kick--, "Kicking my chair and saying unpleasant won't make things better." White answered.

"Un. Pleasant." A huge kick on her chair and it immediately started falling on to its back with supposedly Sunshine on it.

The sound of the chair and her body sticked to the chair roared across the whole house.

She didn't even seem fazed even when she was falling. And she didn't even moved a single inch to sit up and fix her chair.

"Isn't this time supposed to be the time you have courage?"

What for?

Wow, White. Even moving your jaw is that hard?

"Wake the fuck up. Someone needs you."

"Lies." White closed her eyes.

"Whi--" a loud sound made her cringe with her eyes closed. It's like she hit a metal. A shield.

Black opened her eyes still with a pained expression. Her ears feel like bleeding.

"I HAVE TRIED EVERYTHING. I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING. I HAVE DENIED EVERY IMPORTANT THING, SET ASIDE EVERY THING THAT'S ON MY WAY. I DIDN'T CARE IF IT CAN BREAK WHAT I LOOKED LIKE. I TRIED TO BE THE BEST. TO BE EVERY THING. ALL THAT'S NEEDED, ALL THAT IS WANTED. I FUCKING DID EVERYTHING!

"I didn't care if I get judged. I didn't mind every stabbing pain. I swallowed every whimper. I knocked at every door. I pulled and I gave it everything that I've got. My heart got broken so many times and I repaired it and forgave. I smiled and I smiled. And I accepted every pain. I carried every arrow. I sacrificed everything that I can. Ano pa ba? Ano pang kulang? Gaano pa katagal? Ilan pa ba?" She curled up, her skin touching the floor, "I fucking did everything. Every single thing. I tried every time." She whispered in pain.

"Gaano ba sila kaimportante para masira lahat ang pinagpirapan kong buuin? All of it. All of my tries to save them... Did I just ended up in failure?"

Her tears... They're there in her eyes again. Her skin... It's starting to crack.