My Muse 2 [s.w]

26

Alexis///

-

I'm the only one home, and  I hear a noise downstairs. I creep slowly and I see the doorknob turning on my front door.  I thought that maybe it was Taylor, but the person couldn't get in, and he always carries a key. I call Sam immediately.

"Babe! What is it?" He says panicking in the phone.

I am caught off guard but I proceed, "There is somebody trying to get in my house." I try to say quietly so the person couldn't hear.

"Listen to me baby, I am already on my way I am going 100, please go somewhere, lock the door!" He shouts.

BAM! PSHHH! I hear the glass from the front window shatter intensively. I run to my parents room and hide, locking their closet door. I hear loud steps running up the stairs. I start to cry I am so overwhelmed and just want Sam here.

I hear the footsteps coming closer to my parent's room.  I keep quiet as the floor creaks.

The doorknob starts shaking furiously. I bite my lip as large puddles of tears fall down my cheeks like rain. I hear a loud thud as the door swings open and the person drags me out by my feet. He is wearing a ski mask and i can't make out what he looks like.

I am kicking and pushing  trying to get him off of me, he is too strong and I am doing all I can. He holds me down and rips my leggings off of me. He starts touching me and I cry for help. I feel him slide 3 fingers and I scream loudly. He slaps me in the face and I cry even more.  Still trying to get him off me, he now pushes in me with his hard. He is pounding and it hurts so badly.  I whimper and cry still fighting with all might. But he is too powerful. I see he pulls out a screwdriver. I scream Sam's name as he shoves the screwdriver in me and i feel myself bleed.

I scream as loud as I can and the pain I am feeling is the worst feeling.

"SAMMM!" I scream as he continues to abuse me with the tool.

SAM///

-

I jump through the window as the cop cars pull up in Lex's driveway. 

I hear Alexis screaming my name from upstairs.

"SAMMM!"

"IT HURTS STOP!" she screams.

I run like lighting upstairs and find her parents door open and he laying on the floor with the man in front of her, I jump on the man and take off the ski mask, I punch the guy in the face and recognize the face.

"Big Mike?!" I shout.

The police officers come up and tell him to put his hands up. I turn my attention towards Alexis. She is lying there and there is blood, she has no pants on and there is blood coming from her vaginal area. He raped her. He fucking raped my beautiful girl. Not only did he do that he damaged her with a screwdriver. I pick her up and hold her, tears rolling down my face.

She whimpers- "Sam?"

"Yes, baby girl I'm here now, I'm so sorry I took too long, I got the cops. I am so sorry this is all my fault." I say sobbing.

I get a towel and wrap her in it.

"Oh my fucking god!" I yell as I continue to sob.

The love of my life is lying in my arms broken and bruised, and it's all my fault.

I take her downstairs to get her in the ambulance. "It's all my fault, oh my god. Are you okay baby?" I kiss her forehead.

"Babe, it's not your fault, I'm okay."

"I love you so much." I say through the tears.

I lay her on the stretcher as they put her in the ambulance.

"Wait, I'm getting her some clothes and her phone." I tell one of the paramedics.

I run inside and get her phone and some clothes. I still can't believe this all fucking happened right now, and Big Mike?? I have to get to the bottom of that.

I sit in the ambulance as we make our way to the hospital. I look at her closely as they check her vitals and the basics.

She starts to cry, "It, It hurts."

I can't help but start crying again.  "I know baby, your gonna be okay baby please stay strong. I'm here."

She breaks down and inhales large breaths of air every 5 seconds.

I hold her hand and kiss it, I cry even harder.

I never knew I would ever see her like this. She is so beautiful and sweet and doesn't do anything to anyone. She didn't deserve this. My one true love doesn't deserve the hurt she is feeling inside. She is my muse, she gives me satisfaction, love, and meaning. I love her so much.

Alexis///

-

I felt great to be in his arms, he was my safe haven, he was my muse, he gives me satisfaction, love, and hope.

I am broken though, I am hurt inside and out. I don't want to speak, I have only said a couple words to Sam. I don't know what to think. I am so confused, I am naked, bleeding, and cold. I just want this pain I feel to go away. Nothing but Sam was clear to me.

---