Dear Z

Letter

Dear Z,

   Sitting here in the 8th lane of your Wedding was truly a Catastrophe. Nung tayo palang pinapangarap na natin ang mga bagay na ganito, Na ikaw ay tumingin sa aking masasayang mata at ganun din ako. Pero ngayon nagawa mo na Kumbaga Mission Accomplished na. At ako? Eto pinapanuod kang masaya sa kanya. Aminin kong damang-dama ko parin ang hapdi at ang sakit sa bandang parte nang aking puso pero ano pa nga ba ang magawa ko at mag move on nalang Z.

"You may Kiss The bride" yan ang sabi nang Pari. Tinaas mo ang Veil nang Iyong bride with importance. Hanggang sa Dumampi ang labi nyo sa isa't isa. Napaka-Magical Z. I know, that butterflies where flying around the both of you when that happend, people where even clapping there hands as a sign that you two are officialy a husband and Wife. Habang ako... umuupo parin while staring at the both of you with a steady expression. I dont know how to express myself Z but the one thing i know is, i slightly felt happy for the both of you because i know that a new beginning is waiting.

Hindi pa natapos ang kasal but i already left Z, i'm sorry medyo masakit na ang akin ulo at puso. Alam kong nakita mo akong lumabas nang cathedral habang tumutulo ang mala perlas ko na luha At alam ko din nawala ka nang magawa dahil baka iba pang isipin nang mga tao, na baka isipin nila isa kang taksil kapag sakaling hinabol mo ang ex mo.

Bakit mo pa nga ba ako inimbita sa kasal mo Z? Para saktan? o gusto mong ipakita sakin na naka-move on kana at ako ay hindi pa?

I know it has been 3 years since it happend Z. Lalaki ka babae ako, what do you expect? We live in different worlds.

Pinaandar ko na yung sasakyan ko at dumiretso sa Bahay ko, ang sakit nang ulo ko Z. This past few days it just kept on Attacking me and i just kept on ignoring it because i know it was just your typical Migraine.

When i reach my Door that has a letter V Engrave on it, i took a deep breath muna Z. I want to push aside those unfinished thoughts for awhile. For now i want to sleep and forget about reality for a short moment.

Oh and Z i know you wont be able to read this but i wanted to write it here that magpapacheck up ako muna bukas. To check if there is something wrong saakin. Anyways Z, congratulations sainyo nang asawa mo.

Yours Truly,

Venice Sandoval.