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Ch.15 Aiden?

Ch.15 Aiden?

January 14th of 2014, 11:12 p.m.

I've been home for a few days. Well not home but in the apartment. I haven't left once. Or ate. Just sat and thought. Nothing else. Thinking this much is actually making me mentally confused and sick.

Being away from Harry is killing me. Leaving him was hard but he has to go and care for Lacy. I miss my pack so much but I miss Harry and Lacy most.

My first home was in Tennessee in a deep forest. When I first came to Earth and fell in love. That was always my home then I traveled around and got some houses and apartments I use rarely. One in Mississippi, one in California, one in Washington. They're all over but I've never had a home outside of the U.S. But I surely have been to about every country on Earth. But now my home is in France in another forest with my Harry and Lacy. This New York apartment is my main "home" I use. Because it's nice and I love a big city. But I also love forests and vast amounts of natural land with no humans or roads or anything.

Lacy's birthday is on December 15th so I have little under a year. Thank lordy.

I've always wanted to be normal. Human. Some may I ask why. But it's simple. I want to be able to grow old with my love and die happily. And not have to worry about keeping a planet alive or if I'll die everyday or being kidnapped or raped or wounded. It's hard being me. I mean yeah I can have anything I want but I don't want anything. Just a normal life. But I can't have that. The gods didn't bless me with that gift. Just everything else. Even though the gods don't like dealing with me half the time. And by gods I mean all the gods such as Zeus, Aphrodite, Athena, all of them. Zeus is the biggest dick of them all really. They know my story and only blessed me with the gift of invisibility. But why the hell would I want that? I haven't used that power in over 100 years. It doesn't help. What so ever.

Sometimes I seriously wish I was dead. So many people hate me. And want to hurt me or want me dead. Just because of who I am. I mean yeah I've done some bad shit before but they have to see past that and see what I do for them. I give them crops and wild life and nature. Along with life itself.

Some people say I'm Mother Nature. But I'm not. Mother Nature is Earth. If I were to die and not come back. Thousands of years later Mother Nature would replenish itself and Earth would return to life. But by then surely humans would be extinct.

If Justin was here he would know exactly what to say to me right now. He would make me feel better and we'd go do something, like lunch or walk through a park together.

He would also help me figure out what's wrong with me. My body isn't healing itself correctly. And I'm puzzled because nothing has happened for this to be happening to me. Is there really a natural death for me? But I'm immortal so there is no death for me. So what's wrong with me. Maybe when I was at that place they did something to me. But they only took blood... I feel fine. I'm not sick. I know for a fact nothing was injected in me. Maybe Aiden knows...

Aiden, I gotta ask you a few questions.

No reply.

Aiden?

No reply again.

Aiden?! Are you there!?

Where's Aiden??? He couldn't have left me! That's impossible right? Our souls were tied.

Aiden stop messing with me! Come on answer me!!

No reply...

"Aiden!!!! Please!!! You couldn't have left me!!! Please tell me your there!!!" I yell out. Tears slip down my cheek. I can't lose him. He was my friend. He helped me and guided me when needed. And talked to me when I was lonely. He has been with me since I can remember. He was even with me on my home planet. He said he was my protector, he was to watch over me. And he did. He never really helped me in life threatening situations because he can't do much but he gave me tips on escaping and was like my best friend. Except I couldn't see him. I was wondering why he was so quite...

I'm now crying into a pillow. The pillow is probably drenched but I could care less.

My life is worthless. People hate me. Want me dead. Justin's gone. Aidens gone. I'm so lost. Lonely. Confused. And alone. My family is across the ocean and I'm just living so these selfish, rude, ungrateful humans can live. Maybe I should die... But I can't. Im not aloud to do that...

I want Justin back...

I want my Aiden back...

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Sad chapter... :( Sorry... Just how things go. Well bye lovelies!!! see ya next chapter!!!