Nighteary

Ch.30 Insamation

Ch. 30 Insamation

~Nighteary's POV~

I wake up but something is on my wrist. I quickly jolt up yanking my hand only to find out I'm hand cuffed to the bed.

I mean what the actual fuck? I'm not 17 anymore. I thought we were over me being chained or hand cuffed.

I feel my forehead with my free hand and feel a knot. My body still isn't healing right. I shouldn't have any knot. Something's wrong and it's getting worse...

I wait awhile sitting with my legs crisscrossed. About an hour or so later Sam finally comes in the room.

"Took you long enough." I say to him.

"Sorry we were um having a serious discussion." He informs me.

"About?" I ask curiously.

"I came in here actually to talk to you about it." He says with a little concern on his face.

"Well talk to me. Inform me of this so 'important' conversation you had with the pack."

"Well you might be a danger to us. In a way it isn't your fault at all."

"A danger? To you guys?" Yeah okay cause I'm just gonna kill everyone here. Mhm. yep that's totally my plan. I think to myself sarcastically.

"They said you saw Justin... Nighteary you and I both know he's dead." He tells me in a soft voice. But he can't be dead I just saw him. I did... I did....

"I DID!! I did see him! And Ronnie made him go away! He's here he has to be! I'm not crazy! I know I sound crazy for saying I'm not but I really ain't. Please you gotta believe me.." I say pleadingly.

"Nighteary I know your not crazy but he's not alive and he's not here. I believe the pack and I have figured out what's happening... It's not good either..." He says looking down at the floor.

"What do you mean?" I ask.

"Well we read through some of the sacred books. And well there has only been one recorded case of this ever before but it's called 'Insamation'. Well normal wolves as you know don't die with there mates and nothing happens to them correct?"

"Right." I say answering him.

"Well there was one case but this was with a male. When his mate died he was alright at first except with a little sadness and depression from the loss of his loved one. Which is normal. But over time he slowly started to become sorta insane. He started seeing her like you had just done with Justin. But in reality it was his brain having an error and tricking itself. Slowly killing himself from the inside. His body stopped healing and eventually it killed him... I'm not positive this is happening to you but it is a possibility. And I only want what's best for you." I think about the newly learned information for a few minutes..

Oh my god... I'm so stupid.. How could I have not figured this out? My body isn't healing, Aiden leaving me, seeing Justin... Im gonna die... What is gonna happen to the world?!

I begin to cry.

"Shhhh.. Shh it's okay don't cry. We'll figure this out..." He says trying to calm me.

"N-no we won't! I'm going to die... My body isn't healing right, I saw J-Justin, Aiden left me.." I tell him, he's the only one that knows about Aiden, except for Justin..

"Aiden left you?" He asks surprised.

"Yes and I don't know if he's with someone else or if he's just totally gone.." I say with my head hung low.

"I might be able to stop the Insamation but as for Aiden, I don't know.." He tells me. A little hope begins to spark up in me.

"How? How can I fix it?" I ask rushing my words. My tears subsiding.

"You have to leave. And you can't go anywhere where you have memories of you and Justin." He tells me. "I don't want you to leave, don't get that idea I just don't want your life to come short. Cause I know you have a lot ahead of you still. Plus how would the world survive without you?"

"Your right.." I tell him.

"Did I just hear what came out of your mouth? Is this MY Nighteary telling me IM right for once? Goodness child you have changed!" He says with a smile.

I finally crack a smile. "You never fail to cheer me up.."

"Yeah, I know. Now we gotta get you goin real soon. That okay?" He asks.

"Yeah that's fine, could you take the hand cuffs off now?" I ask.

" Oh yes. I'm sorry they were just incase something happened." He says pulling the key out from his right pants pocket. I quickly gets them undone and I sit there for a minute.

"Will I ever be able to come back?" I ask sadly.

"That I don't have an answer to darling. Only time will tell." He says like a wise old owl.

"I don't have that much to pack, I basically came with nothing like always." I tell him as we walk out of the bedroom and down the long hallway.

"Yes, I know." He says back.

We walk outside only to find Ronnie sitting on the porch steps. He turns his head and looks at us. He looks at Sam giving him a questioning look, Sam does a slight nod.