Nighteary

Ch.26 Im Back

Ch.26 I'm Back

Nighteary's POV

12:07 p.m.

I left Dean's house about 2 hours ago. I've slowly, and I mean slowly, have walked to the all to familiar place I used to call home.

I'm sitting on a log now. I'm nervous no doubt about it. I'm debating about turning around and just going back to New York. But I'm already here so why not?

I mean what's the worst he can do right? Just banish me from coming back to the pack forever. Damn.

Why can't this be easier! Maybe I'm just making it more complicated than it really is..

Awe hell. Might as well get it done and over with.

I stand up and walk the little ways I have left to the pack houses. When I finally arrive and go to the main house and knock on the door. Sam answers. What a surprise.

"Nighteary?" He asks shock evident on his face.

"Hi Sam" I awkwardly say.

His face goes serious. "Well you probably know I'm not to happy with you."

"Yeah I figured that." I say scratching my neck and avoiding eye contact.

"Well come on in. Everyone else will probably be happy to see you. Except for Lily of course." Lily. God I felt so guilty when she looked at me. She was Roberts love. They weren't mates but god they loved eachother. She was there when I you know 'got rid of' Robert. The look on her face was so horrible. Full of horror, fear, pain, and anger all at once. It made me feel so bad. She won't ever forgive me. But I wouldn't forgive myself either.

Sam moves aside letting me in and closing the door. I walk in the living room to see some old faces and a few new ones.

Lily standing from her seat and immediately exiting the room wen she sees me.

I see my best buds sitting next to each other watching tv like always. John, Cole, and Chris. John has blonde hair and deep blue eyes. Cole has brown hair and dark brown eyes. Chris has dirty blonde hair and light brown eyes.

John looks over seeing me, and immediately standing and walking my way.

"Well, well, well look who came back!" He says giving me a hug.

The others getting up and joining in.

We all stop hugging. "Well come take a seat Night. Need anything to drink?" Chris asks. We all take a seat on the large couch.

"Nah I'm good." I say with a small smile.

"What brings ya back?" John asks.

"What? You sayin you don't want me here?" I joke.

"Nah of course not. We would all actually love it if you would stay here, but we know that won't happen. Ever." He says making the 'ever' very distinct.

"Yeah, but I'll always come back." I tell them. No matter what I eventually come back. I don't know how or why I go back to all the places I've made memories in but I do. Even if there bad memories I end up back at the places some how. Half the time I don't even mean to go back.

"Yeah I think we know." Cole says watching the tv.

"Smart ass." I say to him.

"What? How?" He asks me directing his gaze from the tv to me.

"You just are. You've always been. It's how you say things that make you sound like a smart ass. You need help." I say laughing at the end. I think we all need help.

"I do not need help! If anything that ass hole next to you needs help!" He says nodding his head to John.

"Yeah I'm an asshole but at least I'm a sexy one." John says back to him. They act like fucking 6 year olds.

"Calling me ugly?" Cole says in a challenging voice.

"Not exactly. But I did find some tampons in your room. Your more on the feminine side aren't you?" John says smirking knowing he hit a nerve. He's such a jerk and the ass hole part is true. But hey! Gotta love him.

"Yeah cause I buy tampons when I go to the store" He says sarcastically scoffing and rolling his eyes.

"Guys stop pickin at each other already. Nobody wants to hear your bickerin." Sam tells them. They hush up and continue watching tv.

"So have any new rival packs?" I ask Sam. The while time when u was growing up we never had trouble with other packs. But we are the largest pack around so no one really messed with us also.

"Actually one pack did challenge us but nothing ever broke out. So other than that, no." He says shrugging. he walks out of the house and in left with the two bozos.

"Do you guys know if anyone messed with my house?" I ask. I hope no one did. Me and Justin had so many memories in that house. Robert didn't have many but I sure do.

"Nope. No one has. There's still dirty laundry laying on the floor from before you left." Cole tells me.

I give him a questioning look. He was snooping. I already know it. "How did you know I had dirty clothes on my floor?" I ask with a raised eyebrow.

"Lucky guess?" He says trying to hide a smile.

"Yeah right" I scoff. "Stay out of my house." I strictly say before getting up and exiting the house.

I walk about 5 minutes before I see a little brick house with vines going up the sides. The smell of my white roses filling my nose.

I walk up the little path way to my nice little old wooden porch. The wooden worn down boards under my feet as I look down at the now faded welcome mat in front of my door. I'm reluctant to open the door afraid of the memories.

I slowly unlock my door and open it. Justin's all to familiar sent filling my nose making me tense up as a memory fills my mind.

/\FLASH BACK/\

"No! This is fucking ridiculous Justin! I'm not going to change!" I scream at my husband in anger. He wants me to "grow up". Saying I act like a teenager and need to stop. He's been acting like this lately. Not being satisfied with me and being rude. I am who I am and he needs to accept that.

"You don't need to be all over the news though also! You only go around causing trouble Night! Your supposed to help the people on Earth not cause them stress and covering there news papers." He tells me. Yeah I ended up causing trouble in the city but who cares! He's being so difficult.

"I try! You fail to understand I can't change who I am. I am going to act out and cause I bit of trouble wherever I go. I'm not a complete angel!" I yell back at him in defense.

He scoffs before speaking. "Yeah okay. A bit."

/\FLASH BACK END/\

That's not my favorite one but one that I won't forget.

The whole night I walked around the house cleaning it up and remembering all the days with Justin. The bad, good and great days. Pain in my chest the whole time. My heart, body, and mind yearning for Justin. His touch, voice, eyes. Just him.

I read some of my old journals and listened to some tapes Justin made for me. A tear occasionally sliding down my cheek. I sleep in me and Justin's bed, his sent filling my nose the whole night providing me with a peaceful rest.

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Song/Songs of this chapter

Diddy - Dirty Money - Coming Home ft. Skylar Grey

Rihanna- What Now

Avril Lavigne- When You're Gone

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Sorry it took forever to update. I've just been really lazy. See ya next chapter lovelies!!!