Words By An Unknown Girl

Before I Knew The Truth

It Seems now that whenever you're not here,
I go back to my fears,
I go back to my tears.

I fall,
I break,
I remember it all.

So dark it is.

Oh so dark it is,
When you're not near.

There's nothing I would hear,
It's like all my sense have disappeared.
They're too busy about you,
Only thinking about you.

Are you save?
Are you sound?

How I want to hug you all the time.

I want Christmas everyday if it's with you,
In fact I want anything that has to do with you.

But my insecurities they push me down,
Real down,
I can feel the pits of hell.

How I look at you and imagine,
Laughing with you,
Singing with you,
Doing silly things I don't care.

Just like how I don't care about the world anymore,
Cause my senses are too busy focusing on you.

So please don't break me,
So please don't shake me,
You are my world,
My one and only world.

I have loved before,
Knew I was crazy back there too,
But I never saw anything like this, like you before.

I'm praying this isn't one-sided,
I hope my soul is lying.
My guts are killing me,
My heart is telling me to stay.