Words By An Unknown Girl

Repeated.

Every now in today,

I keep telling myself the same thing.

Keep repeating my words,

Keep repeating their words,

Repeating the voices in my brain.

"Ignorant bitch."

"Such a whore."

"Fat and ugly that's all you function."

Keep repeat lying to myself.

Assuring myself that Im okay,

When really Im the antonym of anything close to fine.

Oh god I repeated them so many times,

That I forgot what it means,

That I forgot what's it used for.

But this isn't the first conversation I've had about this,

Because it's been repeated as well.