Every now in today,
I keep telling myself the same thing.
Keep repeating my words,
Keep repeating their words,
Repeating the voices in my brain.
"Ignorant bitch."
"Such a whore."
"Fat and ugly that's all you function."
Keep repeat lying to myself.
Assuring myself that Im okay,
When really Im the antonym of anything close to fine.
Oh god I repeated them so many times,
That I forgot what it means,
That I forgot what's it used for.
But this isn't the first conversation I've had about this,
Because it's been repeated as well.

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Words By An Unknown Girl
Puisi《 Words written by a quite, unknown, puzzled girl with a lot of things to say.. 》 Self-Written, Trigger warning...