Words By An Unknown Girl

I Pray.

All these countless nights I spend,

In trying to only be your best friend.

I didn't even wish to feel your lips on mine,

I just wished to at least call you mine.

And it seems all these lives are better without me,

I won't even try to hide my true words.

I've held it all too long,

I've tried to keep it all a secret but

I know I will break anytime soon.

And I hope that you'll be there to mend my wound.

All these lies I made,

To still have you here.

They're fading away... It's all up to you now.

So I return to what I neglected for a long time,

Because it's you who makes me do what I can't do.

But you don't see that,

You're too blinded by your own world

That I thought I was a part of...

But I guess I'll never be as real as all the others.