𝓢𝓮𝔁 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓵 𝓔.𝓓 [ ＣＯＭＰＬＥＴＥＤ ]

T W E N T Y

I walk to my class with dry cheeks.

I don't know why but I keep going back, Every time I say 'I won't go back to him' I end up lying to myself. I keep on falling back in his arms.

I just can't bare the thought of me having to 'share' some one I love so much with another person.

I sit down on my desk rubbing the dry tears.

"Amelia, what was that?" Emily tugs at my arm.

I mentally roll my eyes before turning my body to face her.

"what was what about?" I say acting stupid

"Don't play dumb with me. I saw what happened with you and Ethan Amelia" She scoffs opening her textbook.

"And so?"

" you just keep falling back to him don't you." She rolls her eyes writing in her textbook.

I roll my eyes and turn myself around blocking out the sound of my teachers voice drifting away in sleep.

I wake up just before the bell and pack up my things.

I walk out the class to find Ethan on my locker with his arms crossed.

"Hi." he manages to start off breaking the tension between us.

I don't get why this is so difficult, I just want a normal relationship.

"listen, I broke off the deal with your 'friend'," He runs his hands through his hair before looking me dead in the eye.

"she seemed pretty pissed off." he finishes fixing his shirt.

"yeah, she was pretty pissed off." I say.

"Listen, I need to-"

"go home and 'think' about things?! Ethan when are going to call this child's play a quits? Just admit you actually love me and you're willing to stay with me, and only me."

"Amelia-"

"listen Ethan, when your done with your games I'll be waiting."

With that said I storm off to my next lesson

I love him, I really do love him. I need him to say those three words and actually mean it.

'I love you.' I want him to say it and actually hold me tight, telling me he'll never let go, he'll never cheat.

I want his eyes on me. And only me.

Is that so much to ask?

My life Is completely fucked.

And there's nothing I can do about it.

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Hey guys! I hate to say this but this book is coming to an end pretty soon, 'soon' as in (1-6) chapters.

I really don't want to end it but who knows, there could be a sequel?!

sorry for being absent the past few days/weeks?

I just got back to school and I already have tons of homework because my exams are legit next month on the 6th I think.

Anyway I'll try to update As much as I can because I really want to write this sequ-

let me not say to much :)

I love you babies! stay awesome!

-holly.