A Servant for a Mate - Book #1 (Completed)

Chapter 12~

NOT EDITED

POV: Caden

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"Yes, she wrote it a few times." My mother places a few letters into my hands. "Read for yourself Caden. She has been waiting for you to drop your whoring around."

I won't let her go once I find her. I'll find out every detail about her. Big or small it doesn't matter.

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Dear my beloved mate,

Yesterday I watched you from afar. How I wish to run my fingers through your dirty brown locks. Do you know I've dreamed of laying in your arms at night? To wake up in the morning to your warm smile.

I hope one day that dream will come true.

Do you want it to be true Caden? Do you want to wake up with me laying on your chest? To run your fingers through my hair and down my back? Do you want that or do you only need a female to make you King?

Do you know I cry myself to sleep in my brother's arms at night? Sometimes my best friends as well. I hate them seeing me so weak and pathetic. You do that to me.

They tell me to move on, reject you out right because of all your cheating.

Should I?

They are right you know. I don't feel wanted by you in the tiniest bit.

I hope this letter reaches you. Maybe you might stop gallivanting around with every female within arm's reach.

Your true mate

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"She cries herself to sleep because of me?" Looking up to my mother I notice the pity and shame in her eyes. "Don't mother, I don't need it."

"Caden I can't being to know how you feel. I don't pity you, I only feel sorry for you and her." Sitting down next to me she brings me into her motherly arms. "I hate seeing my baby boy in pain. Yes your father and I know why you have spent the night with other female. Do we approve of it? Not one bit, but we do understand the need to banish your pain."

Taking in her warmth I keep my mouth closed. My mother knows me best. I shouldn't have doubted her.

Picking up another letter I run my eyes over it.

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Dear Caden                                                          

          Yesterday I fell in love with you all over again. You made my heart bloom with hope.

          If you do stop your ways and we come to have a family I hope you will let our children ride Marcus's back. If I could have watched you play with the little tikes all of yesterday I would have.

          Instead I had to finish my daily chorus. Do you know your lady friends leave their clothes all over the place? It takes me three times as long to clean that one bedroom then it does yours. I wish you would make it easier on me and leave that bedroom empty.

          It would mean a great deal to me. A step towards trusting you. I guess I will wait and see what you do.

          Your mate

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"She cleaned my rooms?" Horror swept through me at that thought.