I Miss You So Bad [G-Dragon Fan Fiction]

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Annyeong my lovely chingus ! Here's another chapter for you guys ! Also because Rain and Kim Tae Hee is a married couple now, I ship them so hard ! I've been waiting for their marriage since last year ! Any Rain & Tae Hee shippers out there ? Anyways, enjoyyy !!!

Yoo Ra's POV

" You lied " Ji Yong said as he tightened the grip.

I made him let go even if it was hard to do, I wanted to stay in his arms longer. I turned around and lift his head up by his chin. I leaned in and gave him a short kiss, one last kiss.

" What was that for ? " Ji Yong asked and I didn't reply him. I only gave him a weak smile and left without a word.

I hope that won't be the last kiss that I will be giving you.

Ji Yong's POV

I was left there by Yoo Ra. I couldn't chase her, I don't know why but I just couldn't. I didn't even get the chance to ask her why she left, I was too furious about her being with Jake that I didn't think of what she must be feeling right now. I must be a burden to her. I'm hurting her. I should stop now. I should stop chasing her like a desperate man.

It's time to say goodbye.

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It started to rain and I got back into the hotel, all drenched.

" Sunbaenim. Are you okay ? Where's Yoo Ra ? " Han Bin asked but everything was a blur. I pushed him aside, tired of everything and went back into my hotel room.

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Yoo Ra's POV

The long night has passed and I was dressing myself as nicely as I could since it was for my date with Jake. I put on a lot of makeup to cover up my bloodshot eyes from crying all night.

There was a knock on the door, I ran down, excited to see Jake but it wasn't him, instead, it was the mailman. I dropped the mail on the coffee table and got back up to my room. Jake must be running late. He hasn't called me or texted me since last night.

I gave up waiting and called Jake but he didn't pick up. I texted him but he didn't reply it. I decided to just run up to the coffee shop to see what's going on.

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When I got to the coffee shop, I saw Jake, working. He's supposed to be on his way to pick me up on the date he was talking about yesterday.

I got in the coffee shop and walked up to Jake who was behind the counter.

" Jake, what are you doing here ? I waited for a long time at home, waiting for you to come by. " I yelled. I was furious, I didn't like waiting, never did and Jake knew that.

" Let's talk outside. " Jake took off his apron and dragged me out of the shop.

" I'm sorry. I can't go out with you anymore. You don't love me and I'm done. Let's just stop this nonsense. Let's break up. " Jake said without hesitation. I was shocked. I wanted to ask so many things but nothing came out, all I could do was run. I kept running and by the time I stopped, I realised where I was, the hotel. The hotel that I was at yesterday.

I wiped away my tears and was about to enter when I realised that the front door was covered with fans. There were a lot of people. I was behind all of them. They were making way for people who got into two vans. I peeked through the crowd to see Ji Yong. He was looking around, finding something, someone.

I wasn't going to let anything get away and I started shouting and waving my hand up high but the fans were much louder and taller. Ji Yong didn't find me and got into the van. I gave up.

The vans went away. I was about to chase it when the securities got me.

" Miss, I suggest you stay. " the security said and I nodded. I was weak. I can't do anything. Everything was ruined. Nothing is going the way I hoped it was. People got sick of me and people gave up on me.

I hate myself.

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Jake's POV

I hurt her. I did it and regretted it but there was no going back. I did it for her sake. It was time for her to get back to G-Dragon. I had my time with her and it's over. I knew she will never be mine in the first place but I fell for her anyways. She never truly loved me but I loved her enough for the both of us.

I have always been the guy who wanted to help people, even if it meant losing the one I love.

~flashback~

" I need your help. " the guy who told me his name was Bobby said as he sat on the sofa across from me.

" Yeah, sure. I'll help. " I nodded.

" Let her go. " Bobby said with a sharp gaze. I was speechless. It took me quite some time to get to Yoo Ra and I'm supposed to let her go ?

" Why ? Give me a reason to let her go. "

" She doesn't belong to you and you know it. Stop fooling yourself. "

I couldn't help but nod. He was right, she's not mine, she never will be. I agreed to his help but I couldn't help but notice the look in his eyes, like he has won something, someone. Someone that isn't suppose to be his.

~end of flashback~

I will always love you, Yoo Ra. Stay safe.

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Yoo Ra's POV

I finally got home and was astonished to see who was on my doorstep.

" Han Bin ? Bobby ? What are you doing here ? Shouldn't you be in the airport right now ? What about your flight ? " I asked and they each gave me a hug before answering.

" We're here to ask you one last question before we leave. " Han Bin said. I nodded, gesturing for them to continue even though I was nervous for what they were about to ask me.

" Will you go back to Korea with us ? "

Done for this chapter ! It took me so much time on this. Anyways, don't forget to vote and comment. Xx

-PW