I Miss You So Bad [G-Dragon Fan Fiction]

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Annyeong my lovely chingus !!! Here's another chapter for you guys ! Enjoy !

Yoo Ra's POV

" Why are you ignoring GD sunbae ? " Han Bin asked and my face could probably show the guilt.

" I don't know why. I don't know why I'm ignoring him. " I squeezed Han Bin's hand as tears drop out of my eyes.

Han Bin gave me a hug with his right hand while his left hand is held by mine.

" Shh, don't cry. I get it. " Han Bin kissed the top of my head.

Yes, I love Ji Yong but I have no idea why I'm ignoring him. I don't even want to.

Maybe. Just maybe, I'm too scared to get near to him. I don't want to hurt him anymore.

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I stopped crying and left the room with Han Bin. They were all staring at me, probably because of my bloodshot eyes.

" Don't stare at her like that. She doesn't like it. "  Han Bin said and put an arm around me. They all scattered around and pretended to not look at me but I could still feel their gazes on me.

Han Bin pulled me towards Ji Yong and let go of me.

" Yoo Ra wants to talk to you. " Han Bin pushed me closer to Ji Yong and led us to another room for our talk and then he left.

" What do you want to talk about ? " Ji Yong asked, looking as swaggy as ever.

" Uhm. I don't know where to start. " I looked up at him.

" I-I can't seem to get myself out to you. I really do, I really want to but I just can't. I don't know wh- " before I could finish my sentence, Ji Yong's lips were on mine. I was shocked at first but gave in. I wrapped my arms around his neck and he wrapped his around my waist.

I played with his black messy hair and was twirlling on it. He broke the kiss and gave me a grin.

" So we're back together again ? " he bit his lip.

" I don't think we ever broke up. "

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A few weeks have passed and I am in the YG building, sitting on the floor of the dance studio with the members of BlackPink, waiting as we stared at the screen of the laptop.

" I'm so nervous ! " Lisa said and clutched her heart.

" I'm so proud of all of you. " I said and gave Jennie a hug since I can only reach her.

" We wouldn't be able to get here without your help. " Rosé said and all five of us turned our attention to the laptop as it reached 11.59. One more minute.

When the clock strickes 12, Ji Soo clicked in BlackPink on the search bar of Naver and clicked on the video Boombayah.

Blackpink in your area

Blackpink in your area

Blackpink in your area

Been a bad girl, I know I am

And I'm so hot, I need a fan

I don't want a boy, I need a man

The song came on and we watched diligently as we hold on to each other's hands. The music video came on and I was very happy for them.

" Wow, that's so cool ! " Lisa cheered once we finished watching Boombayah's music video. Ji Soo then clicked on the music video Whistle.

Make em whistle like a missle

Bomb bomb

Everytime I show up

Blow up, uh

Make em whistle like a missle

Bomb bomb

Everytime I show up

Blow up, uh

The music video came out really great just like Boombayah's. They were all cheering after watching the videos. All of them gave me a hug.

" Thank you so much for everything. " Ji Soo said.

" I didn't do much. " I said and Jennie gave me a look.

" Didn't do much ? You helped a lot. You gave us a great name, you helped with creating the songs, the cover of the EP, our logo, music video settings and our makeup. How is that not much ? We couldn't make it to this place without you. " Jennie said and gave me a hug again.

" Fine, whatever you say. " I gave in and my phone rang. I took out my phone to see Ji Yong's name on the caller ID. I picked it up.

" Hello ? " I said and the members started talking and discussing on their own as I walked outside to hear Ji Yong clearly.

" Are you still in the building with BlackPink ? " Ji Yong asked.

" Yeah, I am. They wanted me to watch the videos with them as they said I helped a lot. " I said and felt weird with my own compliments.

" Come to the cafeteria. " Ji Yong hung up.

I kept my phone and excused myself from BlackPink and went to the cafeteria on the bottom floor.

The whole cafeteria was empty but I could feel the presence of one person. Ji Yong.

" So, how was the video ? I'm sure it's great. " Ji Yong said and pulled me to sit beside him on one of the chairs.

" I'm still surprised at the quality of the videos. " I chuckled and wrapped my arms around his waist.

" You did help a lot. What about helping with creating Big Bang's songs too ? " Ji Yong suggested and my eyes widened as I looked up to him.

" Are you serious ? " Ji Yong only nodded and I automatically jumped up with joy and twirled around. Ji Yong chuckled. I pulled him with me as we danced crazily while laughing.

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" Sajangnim wanted us to comeback this time with a full album. He asked us to make three new songs and two of them will be made into a music video. " Ji Yong explained as he drove me to his house.

" A full album ? With only three songs ? How is that going to work ? " I asked as I looked around the quiet street.

" Sajangnim wants to combine all of the MADE mini albums into one. " Ji Yong continued driving.

" Wow, I feel bad for your fans. They're going to have to buy another set. " I joked and Ji Yong laughed.

We finally got to his house and we entered. I noticed that he hasn't changed the password. I jumped on the sofa and laid there as Ji Yong went to grab a cup of hot chocolate for the both of us.

I got up and walked to his bedroom. I went to the balcony to get some fresh air. The scenery was beautiful.

" Looks like someone misses this place. " Ji Yong handed me a mug of hot chocolate. We had a small talk when he came to a question that he had been wondering for a long time.

" Why did you leave ? "

I've been writing a lot lately and I'm so proud of everything. Anyways, don't forget to vote or comment. Xx

-PW