I Miss You So Bad [G-Dragon Fan Fiction]

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Annyeong my lovely chingus ! I'm updating to tell ya'll to help get BTS's Not Today views to increase. Just click ibighit in Youtube thanksss. Here's another chapter for you guys ! Enjoyy !!

Yoo Ra's POV

" Soo Young ? " I said as I stepped closer to her, Han Bin still gripping onto my hand.

" Yoo Ra ? " Joy was surprised.

" You're Joy ? You're an idol now ? " I asked and she nodded, that's all she could do.

" I-I'm sorry. I'm sorry for what I did to you in high school. I was just jealous, I didn't mean it. I instantly regretted it when I did it but I couldn't get close to apologising as I assumed you didn't want to see me anymore. I wanted to apologise the next time I meet you. I guess it's now. " Joy mumbled as tears flowed down her eyes. I let go of Han Bin's hand and gave her a big tight hug.

" I would never not want to see you again. Of course, I'll forgive you. You'll always be my friend. " I stroked her back as her tears flowed more.

" Ahem. " Han Bin cleared his throat for us to give him our attention.

" Han Bin. " Joy said and ran up to hug him. She let go and stared into his eyes while smiling, Han Bin could only smile back.

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Joy, Han Bin and I were sitting in my apartment's couch. Joy was sitting on the single couch while Han Bin and I sat on the triple couch. We were talking and catching up with her until Han Bin decided to go to the toilet and Joy came to sit beside me.

" What's up ? " I asked her and she was clutching onto my arm.

" Is Han Bin dating anyone ? " she whispered and my eyes widened.

" Wait, you ? " I pointed to her and her face flush with redness and I started laughing at how cute she is.

" Nope, he's not dating anyone. " I said and she went back to her chair when she heard Han Bin get out of the toilet.

" So, are you dating anyone, Yoo Ra ? " Joy asked before I could say anything about her crush.

" Of course she is. She's dating GD sunbae. " Han Bin put an arm around my neck and messed my hair as I glared at him.

" Oh, GD sunbae must be jealous of your friendship. " Joy muttered and Han Bin just shrugged.

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Joy was ready to leave and I was on the lobby with her, waiting for her manager to come.

" Can you help me as Han Bin if he likes anybody ? " she asked again. It was raining and we were watching as the rain drops in front of us.

" Sure, but just to tell you, he isn't the type of guy to commit into dating. " I warned her and she smiled. The van came and her manager got out and escorted her into the van. She turned one last time.

" Come and visit me some time. " she shouted and I nodded as I waved at her.

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I'm back at the YG building helping Ji Yong with their songs. So far, we finished writing and composing Last Dance. We're currently working on a song titled Girlfriend which Taeyang decided on the title because he was complaining about me and Ji Yong.

" How about you go with BlackPink, they have been waiting for you. They wanted you to be with them as they watch the release of Playing With Fire and Stay. You've been through everything with them. I think it's the right thing to let you meet them for this. " Ji Yong said and I immediately ran to the dance room where BlackPink was waiting for me.

" Eonnie ! Come on ! It's about to be released. " Lisa shouted. I looked at my phone to see that it's currently 11.59. One more minute. I ran up to them and sat beside Rosé.

" Thanks again, for this. " Jennie gave me a hug and before we know it, the music video is out for both Stay and Playing With Fire. We decided to watching Playing With Fire first then Stay.

This all reminds me of their debut. How quickly they became a huge sensation and how their comeback is here already.

" That was so cool ! " Rosé cheered and I smiled. They all seemed so happy.

" Maybe we shouldn't part from you. You'll be with us all the way and you can make everything so much better. From the production of the songs to cheering us up. " Ji Soo mumbled and we all laughed at her.

I'm happy, for all this.

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Girlfriend is finally complete and we're struggling with the last song to make. All the Big Bang members were in the room and we're brainstorming about the next song.

" I can't think of anything. " Ji Yong mumbled as he tapped his lower lip.

" You should have some idea, you're the one madly in love right now. " Tae Yang commented and Ji Yong glared at him.

" Like you're not. How about Hyo Rin then ? " Ji Yong remarked and they started arguing before T.O.P stopped them.

" You know what, fuck it. " I mumbled. I never actually say any curse words but I tend to when I'm stressed out or ran out of ideas.

" That's it ! " Seung Ri cheered. We all stared at him weirdly.

" Fuck it ! It can be the title. " He stood up and jumped. We all looked at each other and laughed. Seung Ri frowned at us.

" We can't use that. Sajangnim won't let us. It's a curse word. " Dae Sung commented to make Seung Ri understand.

" We can sensor it. Like, Fxxk It. " Seung Ri mumbled and sat back on the floor. I scooted over to him.

" Don't be stressed out. We'll figure something out. " I said as I held onto his shoulder. He nodded.

We started pondering around for other ideas but there were none that came to mind.

" Can't we just use Fxxk It ? " Seung Ri whined. Ji Yong then scolded him and the members were laughing again. I held Ji Yong's arm to stop him from scolding Seung Ri.

" You know what, maybe Seung Ri's right. It's not that bad as a title. People would love it. You guys are Big Bang after all, you can make great songs with any title you want. " I added. We have no choice, we can't seem to get any more ideas. Ji Yong then stood up.

" Fxxk it. We'll go with that then. "

I love ending the chapters with a dialog. I feel like it's just so cool. I might just end this book but then I have so many ideas for this book and it can't seem to end. Anyways, don't forget to vote and comment. Xx

-PW