Fallen Angels

My Mind Is Going Insane

I’m pretty sure I’m just a messed up teenager trying to make it through Highschool.

“Um can I go now?” I said trying to get up. But Ash pushed me back gently and looked into my eyes again.

“Nope your eyes they are still silver,” He said looking away.

“Who cares if they are silver? Because I don’t!” I said trying to get back up but the same thing happening.

“They are a danger to humans,” Ash said and Liam threw something at his head.

“She already knows too much you idiot! She doesn’t need to know yet! She isn’t ready!”

“So you rather have her scared to death of us and not trust us. Tell her Liam or I will!”

“You do that and we have a risk of exposure!” Liam yelled at Ash.

“Stop yelling!!!!!!!” I scream. I was having a panic attack and I have a big headache. What did they mean by risk of exposure? Or how my eyes are a danger to humans? I wish Liam would just tell me already! I’m so frustrated and it isn’t even funny. I looked at Liam and gave him a death glare for making me feel this way, and then he started yelling in pain. Wait what did I just do? I looked away and the yelling of pain quit and Natalia was helping him up.

I pulled my knees to my chest and rocked myself back and forth since I had nothing else for comfort. Ash pulled me to him and hugged me.

“Shh its ok its not your fault.” I started to cry.

“I’m so scared!” I cried out. For some reason I felt like I could trust Ash at least. He wants me to know whatever I am. Natalia took Liam out and Tristan  replaced his place.

I feel worse now. I caused him that pain and I don’t even know what I even did. Tristan then went over to the computer and got on Youtube and played White Line Fever By Asking Alexandria. I love this song…wait how did he know I liked this song. I didn’t ask him though. I’m afraid I’ll hurt him too.

Soon everyone left me to myself. Apparently a vein popped in Liam’s head, and everyone said it wasn’t me who did it but I know they are lying. It was just the way power surged through me that I knew it was me. Also something is up with Liam because people die from a vein in their brain popping everyday. I should know because my dad was a mortician after all.

Soon I couldn’t handle it all anymore and I fell asleep. I want to be back in my own bed and I want to be safe. I can’t be here any longer. I wish I could just teleport home but I can’t I’m only human.  But then again that doesn’t explain how just my gaze and cause someone else that kind of pain. I’m so confused. I wish I would have dropped out of school when I had the chance to when my Dad died, but no I felt like if I did he would be greatly disappointed in me if he lived to see me drop out and quit high school when I had come that far. When I woke up next Ash was shaking me awake.

“Wakey wakey Eve time for school,” he said.

“But I don’t have any clothes or anything to change into.” 

“Scarlet or Natalia will lend you some.” He left and I sighed and got up. Again I’m afraid does anyone not get that? I went to Natalia’s room and she let me pick some things out. She had no band shirts what so ever so I got a black shirt that was plain and a pair of jeans. I went back to my room and locked the door and got dressed. I then went to Scarlet for eyeliner because I look like death without makeup.

I zipped up my boots and I was ready after I brush my hair out with my fingers. Today is just going to be great. Not. I’ll get in trouble for running out of gym without a pass and then I disappeared out of the school grounds so technically I skipped school. That and the voice might come back to me. Along with me going through what I am that Liam refuses to tell me.