Baby Steps (Z.M) Book One✔

~33~

"Its more than obvious that its too late to give you 'The Talk'" Emma began.

I glanced at her, side ways as I tried to act as casually as possible even though my anxiety was too impatient.

"Emma, don't make this talk awkward" I pleaded, making a face.

"Hey, if we can't talk about it, we shouldn't be doing it".

I gave myself a facepalm, she was making me feel so uncomfortable instad of guilty, like a mother embarrassing her daughter after her period started.

"Just get to the point, please".

"Loosen up Sky. Lets have this conversation as a casual girl talk and not a scary interrogation like how a normal mother would  give".

I gave her an immediate incredulous look, trying to figure out what in the world has gotten into her. She went from a deadly lion to a cuddly kitten in a split second. It scared me, to be honest.

"That's exactly what I am expecting" I told her, weary.

"I know and thats my fault" she continued, "but it got me thinking, I don't want to be the mean aunt for that baby and I absolutely don't want her to think we didn't want her".

I rose a suspicious eyebrow, "So you are saying you now support this pregnancy?".

She shrugged, "Even if I screamed and locked you in the house as in punishment, I will always support you. A baby is never a mistake and plus, having a kid run around the house would really cheer up the place"

Awwe.

I smiled at her, really taking in her words and feeling touched at how  she really looked forward in becoming an aunt. It was very cute, I mean after all she was great with kids. Which got me thinking why she hasn't had some of her own, but thats another talk I must have but not now.

"Now, its as werid for me to ask but I just have to know in order for us to gain that trust back"

And thats how that interrupting sound went off, killing that pleasant vibe and now having me in deep anxiety to hear her words.

"Of.."

"When exactly did you loose your virginity?".

I blushed instan red, my eyes went extremly wide and I could feel how my toung suddenly gagged on a gasp I suddenly gave to hear how direct she suddenly was. I even felt a little nausea but I swallowed it down, forcefully.

"Thats....too personal Emma" I managed.

"Oh c'mon. I never really have a friend to talk too about these things. If you haven't noticed, I am practically carring a keychain boyfriend everywhere and I can't really have the type of conversations I would have with a friend".

I wasn't sure if to even respond to her question, my mind was going wild and infinite optiones ran across but not one convinced me. But then again, Emma was the only girl/friend I really had. I wasn't as social and the only close friend I had was Drake and he was a guy. I sort of understood her struggle but still,  I was too shy.

"I can't."

Emma shrugged, "How about this, I share how was my first time and then you share yours".

She gave me a very cheerful grin but I only rose an eyebrow at her, skeptically.

"Let's see, I remeber it was in highscool, it was my señor year and back then I use to go out with this football player named Randy" she went on," Ugh, Randy was such a babe. Even though we only lasted like 1 month, he sure knew how to please a girl".