He Is My Unexpected Love (A Thomas Brodie-Sangster Fanfiction) (ON HIATUS)

Prologue

I have always been alone haven't I?

That's what I always ask myself. My name is Diamond Fitzgerald and this is my story.

Being born without having any sibling, for me, life was hard and boring. I can clearly tell that it was already written in the skies that I will be forever alone. How sarcastic of me, right? I have always been like this ever since. It kept me safe, away from the horrors of reality. But the thing is, I live in a place where reality rules and no fictional element is strong enough to break through it. I am forever locked in the desperation, hoping that I would escape from this horrible reality.

Sometimes I wonder, the future can be predicted right? You can predict your future based on the things that you do today. And it will only hurt you if you ever assume that you would get that one thing you want from the world. But when deep inside, you know in yourself that you won't. It will make you suffer in eternal pain and it'll only leave you scarred and almost lifeless.

I wasn't always like this. You know? Because in every negative character's life is an event that changed everything about them.

When I was a little girl, my Mum would lift me up from the ground and tell me, "My shining little Diamond. You will be the brightest star in the night sky.", as I imagined this, I only felt the air kissing my cheeks as I imagine how my Mum would kiss me. And I badly wanted to feel that feeling again.

Being free from the hurt that lived with me from that day. That very day when the only love of my life died and left me all alone with nothing to have.

And I lived through reality then, since I realized that I don't live in a fairy tale like how I always envisioned it. And I know that I won't be in one anytime soon.

Because reality kept me as a prisoner who was once free from this life, a life of desperation and suffering.

And I wanted to break free but reality always had me acting like I don't want to.

Reality keeps me away from the world I once lived in. Where dreams do come true and the impossible is possible.

But reality is like a rock that was used to bash my skull and made me forget that I lived in that world. But as I am remembering it right now, it only seems like it's just some distant sweet memories that I left from the past.

Remembering everything makes it hard for me to move on in life. I need the feeling again, that feeling that will light up my whole world and trap me in its warm embrace.

I need an angel. My guardian angel.

But my demons still chase me, to fall back into hell and live with them forever.

Well, I am telling this like I am a narrator of a freaking unfinished fairy tale book. Where I never realize that I was in it.

It was always a struggle for me to believe everything I see. Because you still need to observe and present a proof that will prove your hypothesis true.

But I know that there's a single four letter word out there that will serve as a proof to believe in everything else in this world. Even though you are not sure about it.

This proof will make you feel like flying, and so far from dying.

The only existing proof that will make you feel alive and make your life better as it was as never good as before.

I am still bound to find that proof. And I am really, completely decided to.