I hope one day you can drive home without my jacket being left in your passenger seat, I hope you can drive home, take a shower and wash every memory of me far from your skin. I always talk about how I want to find commitment without a risk involved, but for you I'd throw every penny I have in and bet on every night we have left that I would care for you enough to ask you to stay. I don't want to care so I don't. You wander in and out of my thoughts, unyielding and racing throughout,I wonder when I'll get some sleep, I wonder when I'll cry without your reflection in my tear stained face. I don't want to care, but I'll all ever do is that.
I don't want to call you a "What if" or a "Never was" I want to live inside your brain and loop my way through your senses. I want to travel and do all the things I've been scared to admit that I want. There's moments when we're driving home and your eyes drift from the road to look at me and I want to lean over and kiss you, because nothing would feel as godlike as wrapping our car around a telephone pole just to show you how I feel. The moments where you're laughing at me and you squint and your eyes shimmer and you seem so light and far away, but yet we are so close. I don't know where I'm going but I want you to be the point B. I want you as every insult, every answer, and every tear in my heart
(~itsthe1975band via Tumblr~)
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A Sad Sad Collection of Stories and Writing Samples
Non-FictionA sad, sad, sad collection of short stories and writing samples that I've written over the years or over the past week, their is no in between. This digital book that you are about the enjoy (hopefully) includes long-paged short stories to random wr...
