Our story was over and done with
Or so I thought
You were supposed to be another memory
But now I find myself caught
Your web is deep and dark
You had me woven and strung
You've left such a mark
like a siren you sung
I don't know where we stand
Together we are unbalanced
I tried to forget you but one glance
And I was silenced
Im sick of this merry go round ride
You're left and I'm right
You go up and I go down
Tell me, when are you gonna be on my side?
We're toxic for each other
The worst possible poison
And yet I'm loving the intoxication
You're my personal brand of heroin
I don't know what it is about you
That's got me writing this
In the am and my eyes are droopy
But my head is filled with bliss
With happy memories and smiles
How I made you happy
Once upon a time
All I seem to do is keep it in
I write it on paper and sing it out
But it's not enough
All i wanna do is scream and shout
Tell you to accept me out loud
Telling me I am enough
My feelings are like splotches
Red, purple and yellow
Staining my heart and latches
And yet I hide it in the shadowsYou haunt my dreams at night
You attack my mind when i wake up
My usual distractions dont seem to work anymore
So what do i do?