i look down and tears fill my eyes
rolls of fat invade my vision
thick thighs are apart of me
they say i look fine
they tell good lies
i look at myself in the mirror
tear stained cheeks invade my vision
mouth set in a pressed line
"you're beatiful"
i tell good lies to myself.
I sing everyday
i sing in the shower
in the room
at school
"you're good"
but not enough.
i fall in love
more than once
more than twice
i give love
more than they deserve
but they never give back
im second choice
or third
never first
never "her"
never "the one"
everyone leaves
he left
they left
you'll leave, my heart whispered
you really did leave.
of course you chose
her skin is flawless
her body is fatless
you love her
but you once told me
you loved me too
people really do tell good lies.
