a sequel of some sort :)
we truly don't know the plans
what the heart wants
is to be loved
and to love.
I never knew you could shine
I thought what we had was dull
my heart was doing fine
and your voice was just a lull
I woke up with the moon still on my mind
the sun said look at me,
forget about him.
but i was out of time.
I'm trying, i am
but you don't seem to want it too
don't i deserve another chance?
don't we all do?
my mind is black
yours is white
like romeo and juliet
we've been forbidden by fight
im afraid to use the word love
you weren't
i should've given you what you deserve
but i didn't.
I've never loved something so much
your eyes, your smile
when we touch,
i see sparks fly.
Am I the only one who sees this
Dont you feel it too?
my heart wants to burst out of its place
And yet, you seem calm as ever.
You're looking at me,
The words are there.
Im looking at you,
The words were not said.
"Do you hate me?" I whispered.
You're reluctant and I understand
Please love me, i keep that to myself
do we even have a chance?
When my favourite music plays,
they're so hard to forget
our moments play in our mind
why did you forget?
we were so close
with one move
it could be sealed
out of love.
but that's not what you feel right now
this one sided feeling is eating me alive
dark circles and scars
don't you ever notice?
1.5 seconds of your attention
2 minutes of your laugh
1 hour of your voice
they're all temporary yet they give me such elation.
You see I appreciate you,
And I expect you to do the same,
Because I cant live without you,
You're the reason that I'm sane.
I think about you the whole day,
And I know our love has passed away,
But I cant forget the memories we had together,
I remember all of them like it was yesterday.
All I want is you to feel the same,
Without you my thoughts will go insane,
Only with you my thoughts are tame,
You're the only one who can stop this pain.
I know I left you,
you can see my regret
when your eyes look into mine
i can see no regret.
This hope I've been burying
inside me,
Collecting dust,
As i say my sorry's.
You were a breath of fresh air,
When i felt my lungs contracting.
But now;
It's as if your oxygen,
Has left my heart rusting.
Greed and desire,
Intoxicate me.
Trying to read you,
Is as hard as braille.
Thoughts of you,
Consume me.
Why is it so hard for you to see,
What i see?
Maybe,
After all,
We're just not meant to be.
