Dont rescue me

Chapter 7

Bella's pov.

I wake up groggy. I look at my phone April 27th. Fuck, happy birthday to me. Just then there was a knock at the door making me jump. I ignore it. I miss the way my mom woke me up with my favorite pancakes. I tear up, gah I just miss my mom. I turn my music back on. Grabbing my backpack I take out my sketchbook and start drawing. I do that for about an hour then an idea pops in my head.

Quickly I get dressed and put my leather jacket on, grabbing my keys I lock my door and hop on my motor cycle. I don't bother with my cast because I've taught myself to ride with one arm after I broke my arm last year. I turn a few times then I arrive. The sign reads Orchid Town Cemetery. Quickly I go to a grave that reads. Here lies Patricia Allison Himmel. A wonderful daughter, sister, wife and amazing mother. A tear escapes my eye as I set down a rose.

"Hi mama. I turn 18 today, it's been rough without you. Frank found me and almost killed me but you know that already, I miss you so fucking much mom. It's ok I'll see you soon. I love you mommy. I'm not mad I promise. Honestly I can't take it anymore I hate being here without you. The only thing that kept me here is Henry and Gillian. There's this boy who is trying to protect me at least I think he's trying to protect me. He just, he won't leave me alone. There are these sparks when he touches me. I don't know but I'm coming home to you today. Ok? Just don't be mad at me." I burst into tears right there I could help it. I just I broke. "Please don't hate me." I laid on her grave crying.

Vlads pov.

I followed her I know it's wrong but I followed her, I was worried she just left school and didn't come to first or second. I went to her house and knocked on the door she didn't answer but I knew she was up, after about an hour she comes out of the main door and hops on her motorcycle. With one arm she rides really well with one arm too. I was surprised when she drove to the Orchids towns cemetery. I follow her to a grave and hid behind a near by tree. She sets a rose down and starts talking. "Hi mama. I turn 18 today, it's been rough without you. Frank found me and almost killed me but you know that already, I miss you so fucking much mom. It's ok I'll see you soon. I love you mommy. I'm not mad I promise. Honestly I can't take it anymore I hate being here without you. The only thing that kept me here is Henry and Gillian. There's this boy who is trying to protect me at least I think he's trying to protect me. He just, he won't leave me alone. There are these sparks when he touches me. I don't know but I'm coming home to you today. Ok? Just don't be mad at me."

A single tear escapes my eye as anger washes over me. She just started balling "Please don't hate me." My wolf whimpered as she laid down. Shit. She must of heard me because she got up quickly and ran to her bike. I ran after her but she got to her bike and sped off before I could catch her.

Damn it why'd you let her go! She's gonna hurt herself!

Don't yell at me I was trying not to scare her get in the fucking car and go after her stupid. My wolf growled at me. I got in my car and sped after her as quick as I could. She got back to her apartment. Maybe she was bluffing?

Do you want take that chance? I go after her. I can hear her choking on tears. She locked the door like she always does I hear paper getting ripped. Then a chair being moved.

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Trigger warning.
Bella's pov.

As soon as I get home I lock the door as always and just in case Henry tries to surprise me. I get out some paper from my notebook and write letters. As soon as I'm done I make my noose then move my chair so I can hang it on the ceiling on a hook. There's a knock at the door as I tie the rope. Another knock more urgent this time on the door. Then the door opens just as I put the noose on about to step off the chair. "Bella what do you think you're doing?"