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To be the perfect mom, she dreamt.
She kept on making lists and plans.
How to raise him?
How to take care of him?
All was new to her, but she was never afraid, she wanted him with all her might and she knew she would take care of him.

She looked at her shelves, she wanted to grab her favorite novel to reread, so that she could maybe forget everything, suddenly, forever.
The pain, the sadness, the pity in her family's eyes, the piece of her soul that she shall never get back, but instead she was met with the dozens of books she read about babies, pregnancy and birth and just like watching a movie, every little memory she had with the one who has shared her body with her came in full blow, bullet after bullet straight to her heart.

She could not take it, she closed her eyes not wanting to see anymore and she blacked out.

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