What happens in the dark

I laid in my bed feeling sick and used, I looked at the clock on my nightstand and sighed. He had taken longer this time. I looked down at my bruised and battered body under the sheets. I pulled myself up the cold air flowing over my naked body as I slunk into the bathroom turning the water to scalding temps. I got under the hot shower and sank down holding my knees to my chest. I sobbed digging my nails into my bicep as I recalled the brutality of my foster father.

_______flashback of rape scene___

I walked through the door to the old cruddy house and dropped my bag in its usual spot. going to my small bedroom I sat on my bed finishing homework until I heard the door slam and a drunken slur of nonsense. oh great he's drunk again I muttered to myself. I pulled myself up and went downstairs to make him dinner. "Fucking slut" he screamed at me kicking me in the ribs again. I lifted my head painfully.

My eyes were starting to close, that is until his hand grabbed my hair and he yanked me to my feet smashing my back into the refrigerator. His lips were on mine again as bile rose in my throat. I pursed my lips and clenched my fists, "kiss me back you fucking dyke" his hand tightened around my throat. I was being dragged up the stairs yet again. The bed springs groaned in protest of my "fathers" weight. My shirt was brutally torn away. I shivered as his rough calloused hands slithered over my body.

The smell of alcohol was overpowering. I didn't try to stop him, he would just beat me till he got what he wanted anyways. My shorts were gone and he pushes hisself into me. I bit back a cry of pain, I wouldn't give him the satisfaction of seeing me cry.

He's all the way in now grunting and thrusting, I let myself fall numb and hope it's over soon.

------------------------------------so I'm trying my new idea inspired by an old friend, sadly nobody could help her in time and he killed her... I would love to hear your feedback, the girl this is based on was the first girl I ever loved, sorry if you don't like it but this issue needs to be brought to light.