What happens in the dark

Dissapointment's a bitch

I sighed as I walked into my empty apartment. I closed the door and walked to the kitchen to cook dinner. I slid my jeans off and danced around the kitchen in my boxers, preparing chicken. I laughed and turned music up on my ihome. game over by falling in reverse came on and i started screaming the lyrics, while waiting for my panini to heat up.

I ate my panini, humming the song the whole time. i licked a lil cheese off my lip and got up to go take a shower. i pulled my shirt off and looked at myself in the mirror, i sighed as i looked at myself in the mirror. i traced the scar on my wrist and remembered my first suicide attempt.

*i slipped through the night like a shadow heading to my girlfriends house to surprise her, we were seventeen, and madly in love. or so i thought. i looked up at her bedroom window and parcoured up to it. i smiled as i thought about how i first met her, i was at the park doing parcour and i jumped a wall and collided with her, she fixed me up after and we fell in love. i looked in the window, tears immediately started falling down my face. she was in bed, with my best guy friend.

riley was under her an she was riding him, i sobbed loudly and they looked over at me. tears streamed down her face and riley just smirked at me, i jumped from the window and ran into the woods. I screamed when i knew i was far enough away so no one would hear me. "why!!!!!" i screamed and cried for three hours, i laid on the forest floor and let the tears dry on my face.

i pulled my pocket knife out, i cried silently and sat up leaning against the trees. "sorry" i whispered silently to myself, i put the knife to my wrist and pushed it in feeling it puncture my vein. i pulled it out and dropped it to my side as my wrist bled slowly. i cried silently until i passed out, i woke up in the hospital a week later. i never knew who found me or who brought me there, when i was released i moved away and came here.*

I wiped the silent tear from my cheek and got into the shower letting it wash the memories away.

__________________________so, how was it? you got outlook on her past and you know more about her. oh and Hope Miller is played by Haley Williams and Alaina Davies is played by Sara Quinn