It's been a while since I saw Jacob. The show has been great and Wyatt and I have gotten closer but, I can't stop feeling sorry for Jacob, I mean he's went through so much. I don't even know how to function sometimes because my mind won't stop thinking about him. I've been kind of depressed for a while. You think that being on Broadway makes everything in your life perfect but really nothing changes that much. I guess living in New York and preforming on a stage with hundreds of people watching you is pretty exciting but I still feel the same like I did when I didn't even think that I had the chance to be on Broadway. Ever since this show a lot of directors have reached out to me. I guess that's a good thing but, I'm not yet satisfied. The show has gotten boring for me a little because I have to sing, dance, and act the same everyday. I feel like I have no me time. No time for me to just relax and forget about everything and just go to a cafe, sit down and write. It doesn't have to be a book just write, anything. Don't get me wrong I'm so grateful for this show and everything but it just gets boring after a while. Meeting fans is great though. After a show people line up near the backstage door and wait for us to come out and sign autographs and take pictures. That makes me happy and the fact that they wait there for so long is almost unbelievable how badly they want to meet me.
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FanficLife has it's ups and downs and finally when you think you completed your goal you're still not satisfied.
