In Love With A Demon (REWRITTEN)

{10} What I Am

*Jade*

"Alright," he sighed as he stood up.

I frowned as he stood in the kitchen. "I guess after this long, it is time for you to know the truth about me, and its that I am not like other humans anymore.... let alone am human..."

I frowned in confusion as he took a deep breath and closed his eyes.

I stared confused at him when a few seconds later his breathing became labored and he gasped and lurched over, hugging himself.

"Kuza?!" I asked, getting up and rushing to his side.

Suddenly a loud growl erupted out of him and I jumped as he reered his head and faced me and I froze in my spot.

His eyes.... They were all white and soulless.

I back away in shock as suddenly horns shot out of the top of his head.

He does have them...

He screeched out a growl as I saw his bones shift from under his skin, cracking and popping as I saw him transforming in front of me, long sharp canines starting to protrude from his mouth, his nails growing into claws.

I kept backing up as I stared in shock at who stood in front of me. He wasn't the man I met in the meadow, that has been so kind and caring of me. What stood before me could only be described as a monster. Tears streamed down my eyes from the shock that overcame me as he then turned to look at me.

"Jade..." He growled in a hiss.

Something inside me made my feet suddenly break into a sprint out of fear out of the kitchen and try to run out of the apartment.

My hands shook too much as I fumbled unsuccessfully with the looks and then I felt his presence behind and I just shut my eyes and cried as I pressed myself against the door.

"Jade," his voice said again, less of a hiss now.

"I-Its just a dream.... T-This is just a dream....." I cried.

"I wish this was a dream, Jade...." He said. "But this is real.... This is who I am..."

I opened my eyes and looked up at him, seeing him stand before me, as I remember him from the meadow.

"W-What are you?" I cried as I looked into his eyes.

"A demon," he said. "Though I wasn't always like this... I was once human.... But that all changed one day..."

I looked up at him in shock as he looked at me sadly.

He then hesitantly reached up with his hand to my face. I flinched a little, but realized he didn't have claws anymore, and took a deep breath as he gently wiped my tears away.

"I would never hurt you, Jade.... If anything, I'm here to protect you," He said.

I looked up at him. "P-Protect me?"

He nodded, and then he shrugged his shoulders and bit and groaned as his horns shrunk down and before my eyes transformed back to the man I knew.

"Something is after you, Jade...." He said hesitantly. 

I looked at him confused. "What...?"

"Its such a long story," he said, looking hurt and scared.

I remember he had the same sad look in his eyes when we first met in the meadows.

Even with this new revelation, I knew deep down he was still that same man, who I spent time with in that secret meadow, who made dying flowers bloom like it was the first day of spring.... who has been kind and even saved my life just moments ago...

I gulped and walked up, and just hug him.

He seemed surprised by my actions.

"Tell me everything," I said to him.

He took some steady breaths before I felt his strong arms wrap gently around me, treating me as if I were made of glass.

"Come with me," he said, and lead me to the living room.

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Honestly, when are people just gonna see that Onision is just a disgusting and really fucked up thing (I don't consider him a person), and just have him banned from the internet for good?

Why he even have fans is a huge fucking mystery to me. 😒

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