shiver shiver // yuri!!! on ice

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like the wind beneath my feet,
you help me stay free. .

the plane rides weren't as bad as i'd anticipated, though it was hard to watch katsuki light up with such enthusiasm at Victor's words.

was i the only one with doubts? the only one who felt our connection so deep within me, and the tremors that ran through it?

but i wouldn't get in my soulmate's way. this was what he wanted. and he loved me. that's all that matters.

the hotel rooms were comfy and bright. i was made to share a room with both Victor and katsuki, though i'd be staying in a second bedroom separate from theirs.

separate from Victor...

but it would be alright. they would win, and everything would go back to the way it was.

at least, that's what i believed.

months had passed since my soulmate and i had met, fate leading us to the same place where drunkards nestled. both of us desperate enough to drop everything and run to each other. both so lost that the first taste of hope freed us.

that first taste of hope was heavenly.

now Victor was kissing me good morning before i'd even woke and arriving late to wish me goodnight. now i knew the sound of my own tears better than my soulmate's voice.

i wanted to believe in him with all my heart, but my heart was breaking so quickly.

after the first cup was completed katsuki grew more bold. he looked me straight in the eyes with his newly formed bravery, thoughts brewing beneath them.

what we both knew, Victor couldn't see.

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credit to Sam Smith for singing chill songs and helping me write q uick
I might even double update my dudes, since this chap was kinda short-
idk, should i?