XXVII: I Miss You

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Claire's POV:

I changed my pyjamas on and scrambled under the covers. It had been a long day, longer than ever so far in my life

Alfredo had been shooting some video with his friends a whole day. When I asked if I can come with him he said quickly no. "No, you stay here" he had said shortly and I haven't asked why to him but I had just obeyed

My eyelids felt so heavy and I could nothing but let my eyes close. Just when I was about fell in sleep, I heard how my phone started ring

I didn't look even the caller because I thought that it might be Alfredo who calls that he has to stay there even longer still than he had already been. For my shock, it wasn't him but someone who with I thought, I'd ever share words again

Robert, little alarm clocks started ring in my head. Suddenly I was full of energy again. "Claire" he sighed and silence landed there for a few seconds. "You don't even know how amazing it is to me hear your voice"

I wanted just roll my eyes to him and close the phone but I still didn't do that. "What do you want?" I asked shortly and kind of annoyed. Of course I was since he decided wake me up

"I just wanted hear your voice and make sure that you're fine" he said quietly. "Well, now you heard and yeah I am fine" I spat out. "I know, that you might not want talk with me but I just want say that.." Again, long silence.

"You wanted say what?" I asked and after that I was able to hear low sobbing. Was he crying? "I miss you, Claire" he said quietly and somehow I felt a big block take a place in my heart. I felt bad for him.

He sounded so sad and weak but I had to stay in my side. I sighed deeply and said to him: "Robert, you know how things are now. You know that things would be normal if that.. thing wouldn't have happened"

My voice started crack up in the end when pictures of that evening. I would have just wanted hung up and throw my phone out of the window so he couldn't get in contact with me ever again.

"I know, I know.. I know that I can maybe ever ask you to forgive me but one thing I'd still want you to do" he said. I gulped and wait him to continue. "Are you there, Claire?" he asked and I mumbled back low.

He took a deep breath. "I'd like to meet you one last time" he said shortly and those few words made my heart skip a couple beats. "I don't know.." I said slowly. I wasn't sure about that at all.

Polices had told me to stay away from him. My brain yelled to stay away too but my heart still wanted to give him that last wish. I was stuck again.

"Think about it. You can come meet me to park on Wednesday in 4pm if you feel like you want. However, it's your choice in the end. I can totally live with that if you won't appear, or at least try live" he chuckled in the end and I'd have wanted too but I tried stay hard as possible.

"I don't deserve your love anymore but I wanted just give that last chance to quit this thing between us in peace" he said still. He was kind of right. Maybe that would be a good way to close this chapter before we'll move to our own ways.

"I'll think about that" I told before I closed the phone. This will be a long night which will be full of thoughts

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Finally a new part. Sorry for making you wait😩

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