Uncontrollable • phan

chapter :3

Dans pov

Well, here I am, bored as usual. I really am starting to regret not accepting Phils offer for me to visit his flat for a bit. Oh well. I guess tonight I can just put on some anime for background noise and regret my entire existence as usual.

Or I have an even better idea, I guess I can just go to that bar downtown. It will give me something to do and besides, I barely leave the house. Although my social anxiety would sky rocket. Maybe even leaving the house will help with my anxiety, you know, make me 'stronger'.

As I find myself getting ready for my lonely 'night out' I begin to call a taxi. Telling them what you do to a taxi driver. Hopefully I can control my actions tonight.
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As I arrive at the bar I slowly anxiously walk to the bartender and order a drink. Then at the corner of my eye I notice Phil! With a friend? Should I go over there? I barely even know how to start a conversation so how can I? Fuck it, I'll do it. First I'm going to order my drink.

Before I was able to say hi to Phil and his friend, he noticed me and said hi first. "Oh hey, Dan. Are you here with someone? You said you had plans with a friend. Right?" he questions. "Hi, Phil. About that, yeah I kind of have no friends. I just wanted to be alone but then I decided to leave my house for once." I answer, And Phil nods his head in response, "for once?"

"Well, may i sit?" I ask with a half smile , I'm really trying to be sociable but I'm just so awkward. Why am I like this. "Of course you can, that's not even a question."

"Oh yeah Dan, this is my friend Chris. And Chris this is my co worker from my new job, his name is Dan as you've heard me say his name not long ago."
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An hour and a half has passed since I've got here and we've been having a conversation about some really good anime and video games. Stuff like that.

"So Dan, why don't we go to my place for a while and hangout? Sadly Chris has to go home soon and I was hoping you could keep me company?" Phil asks with that cute face of his. How could I say no to that adorable human. "Of course, Phil." And his eyes light up with joy.

We both hop into a taxi and Chris got into a seperate one cause he's going somewhere else I guess.

Why now, this alcohol is finally kicking in way after. Well more intensely to be exact. I guess it's because I've become so used to drinking a lot in a small amount of time really.

Okay yeah hi guys it's been forever since I last updated but for sure I am going to try and update more because I kind of like this story and it's basically my first one. I honestly don't know where the plot is going but it's gonna b great I hope. I will update tomorrow or tonight . Because I'm bored as hell and uh happy Valentine's Day. I've spent my Valentine's Day with dan on his live show haha but yeah hope you enjoyed