SEX IS HIGHLY OVERRATED... OR IS IT????

Breaking heart.....

Hi guys, here's the new chapter.. I hope u njoy... And this song is one of my alltime favs... Love Slash... 

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'Hi sexy, you slept already?'

That voice never falied to raise my heartbeat...

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'Really Raghav! If I didnt know you any better i would have thought you actually meant what you said.'

'Ah my darling Jeeva, you wound me... In my mind you are always sexy even though we havent met.'

'OK, now cut the crap. When you start flirting with me I know that you are drunk and hurt. What did she do now.'

It hurt me to say this, but i knew he didn't actually mean all those. He was breaking inside... Can't blame him.He was dumped by his girlfriend recently and he had these episodes of craziness whenever she did something to hurt him.

'She called me today... She was crying.. Told me how hard it was for her to see my sorrow.. '

'Wait a min, when did she see your sorrow? You guys are not even in the same state... Unless..... GOD! Raghav you dumbass... You posted something stupid on facebook again!!!!!'

'Sorry Jee, I couldnt help it.... I know she loves me still... If that was not the case then i would have no problem, but..........'

Oh Raghav, if only you knew the truth... You see, I know my cousin Sandhya.. She just considered him a fling before marriage. I was too blinded by my own affairs that I didnt realise that the fling she was talking bout was my one and only heart throb Raghav. I have been in love with him since my childhood but he considers me just a friend. And then byt the time I could warn him he was totally head over heels for her. He was going to propose the day she dumped him... And I couldnt tell him anything coz I knew that he would think I am lying. He knew how I felt bout him....

In India arranged marriages are the norm. So Sandhya too was going to get married soon. The guy is a rich businessman and she has been totally excited bout the marriage. Still she wants to remain in Raghav's good graces. Poor thing, he believes that she is being forced into this marriage by her parents. Little did he know... And that bitch keeps bothering him...

'Raghu, please dear, dont do this to yourself...'

'Jee, what do I do?.. I just cant forget her.. If not for your company I would have gone crazy by now...'

'Hmmm, how bout you stop drinking and try to get some sleep. I will try to come over to your place this weekend. We'll go to Pondicherry and have some fun. Ok!!'

'Hey Jee, thanks.... I know this is tough for you... I am sorry we couldnt be together...'

Crap, he was hurting me with these words... My eyes were flowing with tears... 

'Oh just shut up u donkey and go to sleep... I am over you... you are just a friend. Go sleep now...'

'Ah Jee, if only things were different...'

'Good night sexy boy..'

'Ha ha.. Good night hottie!!'

After hanging up i couldnt stop my tears... i dont know why I put myself through this on a daliy basis... But I couldnt stop myself... I loved him... Have always... 

As usual I cried myself to sleep that night......

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