diary

TEN

chapter ten

it's already midnight and the five haven't come back yet.

yoongi was already sleeping with a smile on his face, something really rare to see at a grandpa.

while jimin is still awake reading all the entries carefully so that he'll understand everything that his hyung written. his eyelids are already heavy but he didn't mind, he wanted to finish the notebook. just like how wattpad readers crave to finish a book in one day, they didn't know they reached midnight.

jimin was already at the fourth to the last page of the notebook, he's really sleepy he even slaps himself. most of the entries was dedicated to him since there's this thing in the start written 'dear jimin.'

sometimes, tints of red - light or dark - creeps up to his cheeks when he reads sweet words that was actually written by yoongi. min yoongi, the person he has a crush at since their trainee days.

jimin, being a fast reader, has reached the last page of the notebook. he's proud of himself for reading the thick notebook with almost 100+ entries for approximately six hours.

october 13, 2016

dear jimin,

hello.... it's your birthday again! i'm planning to give you this journal for your birthday but on second thought, nevermind. i've been planning to give you this for three years, my first entry was about giving you this too! your birthday wasn't grand and all but I saw many armys treats you better than how we actually throw you a surprise birthday.

fuck it, my handwriting is starting to get dirty again. it's 1 am dont y'know. this is how i sacrifice my sleep for you. you perfect idiot. you make my life better i hate it. but i love you, in whatever ways. it's been three years since i didn't open up to u huh.... funny. i'm not that shy towards you.... but why can't i tell you that i love you?

i'm such a coward i hate it.
i love you
fuck you
i hate you for making me love you
ok im crazy
but really i really you
i love your smile, your hair, your eyes (fuk it your eyes are so cute when u smile), your nose your lips your skin your motherfucking breathe.
i love every single part of you and pls don't change that, i love you kiminieeeee~~~ but i cant say that in real life i feel stupid. i cant hug nor kiss you like I've been expecting for three years, j can't cuddle you. i can't be clingy towards you because you cringe a lot. i hate it but i love it. i can't casually ask you out because HOW CAN I ASK YOU IN A DATE WHEN EVERY INCH OF SOUTH KOREA IS A FAN? some even ship us, i saw it in twitter.

niw the time strikes 1:15, i can hear your cute smol snores. i feel like a stalker, i wish you won't read this, i'm so creepy...

anyway, happy birthday jimin! someday, i'll tell you that i love you!

jimin smiled at the last part - wait no. he smiled at every words that's written inside the notebook, his cheeks flushes pink on every single word.

jimin flipped the next page seeing another dirty handwriting, yet now it's in english. saying 'jiminnie's page. from: yoongi hyung.'

jimin hardly red the words but got it after, maybe, a minute to understand. he smiled once again when he achieved reading what's written.

jimin grabbed the nearest thing that can be used for writing and it was a boardmarker. jimin didn't care whatever it is and he wrote big letters but more beautifully and neatly compared to yoongi's handwriting. as a habit, jimin stuck his tongue to the side as he writes slowly making a little calligraphy.

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