Last Goodbye

Time for an escape

~cam~

"do you trust me?" he said and I just couldn't believe those words coming out of his mouth. Do you trust me? Like what am I supposed to say to that?! I didn't know what to say or do but I guess my actions had taken over. I got up and walked away shaking my head, how can he ask me that after everything he's done. He practically ruined me, and he asks if I trust him?! Oh hell no. As I was walking down the crowded streets, I could hear my name being called but I could care less because that boy will always be the same. He won't change, and no matter what he says or what anybody says he'll always be the same Mason from high school who ruins lives. 

"Hey listen to me! I screwed up, ok I screwed up, but that was high school and this is now, I've had a year to think and re-evaluate my choices. I choose to be nicer and to be a friend to you, I don't want you to not be in my life. You may not know this but you brought me comfort and security back then. If you come with me back to my home I can show you a video I have that my friend took of me talking. I promise you won't regret it and if you do and want nothing to do with me then I will leave you alone. I looked at him shocked that he could even speak that fast. I sighed and looked all around me before making my decision. 

"Ok, but you promise to leave me alone?" 

"Promise," he said while letting a breath escape his lips. I took us longer to get to his house because we had to walk back to his car, that was parked at the diner. Once we reached his home it was amazing how cozy the inside was, for a rich family like his I would have expected a more modern style. As soon as he shut the door an older woman came from the kitchen with an apron on with flower all over her. I smiled and chuckled a bit.

"Mrs. Smith you have some flower on you, but don't worry it's not too much." I tried to reassure her but she laughed and wiped her face off with the towel she had in her apron pocket. 

"So you must be Miss. Camila the girl Mason always talks about." Mason looked at his mom and just gave her a look of embarrassment and that made me laugh even more. I walked over to her and shook her hand, but she just pulled me into a hug.

" pleased to meet you." I nodded and Mason just pulled me along to what I'm guessing his room. Once we were there he sat me on the bed and went to get what I was here for. He grabbed his computer and sat it in front of me and hit play. 

"Dude she's everything I could ever want. She's perfect in every way, and I bet she doesn't know it because so many people tear her down, and I'm one of them. I just wish I could tell her now how I feel about her and how much I really do like her. I wish I could go back and change everything, but I can't the only thing I can do is try to get her back."

"Who are you talking about?" 

"Camila Reynolds." the video ended there and I just sat staring off into space. Wow...he cares about me? Yet he bullied, and hurt me? How does that make sense? Oh right, it doesnt so why does it actually make me feel something? I don't know what I'm feeling but I know it's strange. I have to get out of here I can't be in the same room as him right now.

"I have to go." I abruptly stood up and ran out of his room, and out of the house that was just an escape from reality, and now I realize it's time to go back.