Tabitha (Completed, editing)

Tabitha season 4

The story of me: chapter 4

Tabitha's perspective: When I was younger I always dreamed of being a strong and pretty girly girl, when I started school it all changed! My life was turned upside down. I alway got high grades but I was always getting bullied, now when I think about my future. I will be nothing more than a depressed lonely girl that has too many hopes and wishes to be made!

As Dallas said before "let's run away somewhere that we can forget about the past and never be found again!", I love his sayings but they never can happen that easily. I look at the cement wall and knock my head a few times on it and just think about my poor mother!

My mother was married at the age of 18 because she got pregnant from another guy who would be my actual father but then the guy broke up with her so her parents didn't want her and gave her to my dad. So I never have actually seen my proper father, sometimes I get nightmares when my mother and father fight because I don't want to have another father or go live in the streets!

And any time now I could get pregnant because Adam raped me, so I have to be aware of that because my father doesn't know who Adam is and my mother doesn't even know this is all happening!

No one in the world can support me and I feel always weak, sometimes I get a knife from the kitchen and attempt to commit suicide but I just can't, I always think that I might be happy again, but I am always wrong!

If the police didn't take my gun away from me, I would go ahead and shoot my self in the head because I have nothing else left in my life. My mother hates me and says "Tabitha my life has become dark because of you!", she always smacks me when my father is not in the house that's why I can never hardly wear a dress.

I don't want my bruises and scars to show up, so I am actually happy that she is in England doing her business, she always acts like she adores my father, but my father has no time for her.

I can't feel anything my hands and feet are numb and my mouth is dry, why did I end up here! I ended up here because I wanted to rescue the guy I love. Then I see a guy with orange clothes walk past. I look closer at his face.... OMG it's D-A-L-L-A-S!!

I yell "Dallas come here!" He looks four corners around him and looks directly at me "Tabitha I told you to stay home! What the hell! Are you trying to cause trouble for me now!", he looks at me angrily like he wants to cut me into pieces. "Dallas this is not what you think it was...", I say while I start crying again! "No Tabitha your just a liar like my father! You think that following me around is safe! Now if your parents will come the police will blame all your troubles on me! They might think that I raped you!!! ARHHH!!

He yells make me scared, why did I come after him! "Dallas I love you!", "well Tabitha if you really loved me you didn't have to come here in the first place! I loved you, I trusted you! But a woman never gets too deep into a mans life!".

I somehow unlock the metal bar door and come closer to him, "Dallas I had given my whole life to you but you thought I was just pretending all this shit! I don't have time for anyone or anything! From when I was 13 I started attempting to commit suicide!", I yell at him.

"Tabitha I know that you're lonely and all this bullshit is coming in your way but I was wrong, I was there to protect you! I was your.."

"My demon, Dallas I know that but you still belong here in this place, you yelled at me and no guy can yell at me. You never protected me it was just god that did, you're a liar as well Dallas, goodbye.

End of chapter 4 "stay Tuned"

Hey guys I hope you enjoyed this chapter and this is probably one of my favourite chapters. Also guys I would like you to send on the comment section. who is your favourite ? character and which chapter did you most enjoy. Peace out guys😀👍🏻🌈☮️