i'm not her⇒camren

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•I'm mainly writing this out of boredom. If you don't like transgender people or anything lgbt ,this isn't the right book for you so i recommend finding a different book . camila is transgender and goes by carter This book will not be perfect but i'm trying . i've never written a fanfic before so •

Carter wraps a bandage around his chest ,tightly making his breath stricken. He glances at himself in the bathroom mirror with disgust . Pulling back his long brown hair into a bun and throwing a beanie , walks out to his room. He puts on a black shirt and a red jacket over it. He slips on black jeans with lots of tears and walks out to the kitchen.

"Camila ,baby.." his mom says looking at her.

" y-you look like a boy. You wouldn't want to look like a boy would you now, camila ?" She says trying to persuade him . He nods and slips on vans quickly. Carter grabs his bag and makes his way out the front ,slamming it shut.

Carter sighs as he walks to school.

He finally gets to school after a good 12 minutes of walking from his house. He walks into school and walks up to his best friend Ally.

Ally smiles brightly at him and wraps her arms around him.
" hiiii best frienddd" she says laughing giving a soft smile.

"Hey." He says looking down.
"What's wrong cater ??"she says.

"Nothing new .. same mom bullshit."

"Carter.. it's going to get better I promise ." She says hugging him tighter.

" yeah I hope so."

Carter looks back and notices a girl he's never seen before  and the principal walking towards him and ally.

" Camila ,ally. This is Lauren jauregui. She's a new student here " The principal says saying looking at carter or so called camila. " and camila I expect you to show her around the school."

The principal walks away leaving Carter in charge of the prettiest girl he's ever seen.

Lauren looks at carter and gives him a small smile .

" well I'm obviously Lauren. And your camila obviously. So uh I have art 1st period. Could you show me where it is ? " Lauren says looking around the new surroundings. 

Carter gives a small smile but it fades thinking of the way she said that.
'And your camila obviously '
It felt like his stomach dropped and was never going to stop dropping . He's not camila and won't be ever again.

" yeah." He says looking down the hall. He walks to the art room with Lauren following behind him. He couldn't stop thinking about her green eyes . God they were like emeralds. Her eyes were so beautiful. Like her. She was so beautiful.

" ok class , for today's assignment I want you to draw something you think Is inspiring to you ." The teacher said.

Lauren looked at carter and smiled
" I can't draw worth a crap I don't know why I picked art." Lauren said laughing softly.
" you probably can draw well "he said looking down.
" well lets find out ." She said starting to draw carter.

After 15 mins Lauren showed a very detailed drawing of carter to well . Carter . Carter gave a smile blushing and showed Lauren the drawing he drew of a very detailed sunset ."

" wow camila. Your really good at drawing . " she said smiling brightly.God that smile killed carter inside and out . 

" thanks " carter said flustered.

" so who's that girl you were with earlier?" She said changing the subject .

"Oh that's ally. She's like my best friend."

"Oh okay " she nodded. carter and her got up as the bell rang.

Some guy stuck out his foot in front of Lauren causing her to trip. She brought down carter with her . She had wrapped her arms around carter . She noticed how extremely flat carters chest was. Carter looked at her blushing and pulled away getting up running to the bathroom.

• sooo that's the 1st chapter! How do you guys like it?? Oh and pleaseee do not bind with ace bandages !! It can hurt you very badly and give you bruises and damage your rib cages and affect breathing. Also do not use tape or anything like that. If you can get a good binder from a website . Or something just do not make your own binders •